My Annoying Brother

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Lee Chan sat beside me. I turned towards him. I'm looking at him. His gaze is so calm. He is looking straight at me. He looked into my eyes. Then his gaze slowly moved down and landed on my lips. He kept staring at my lips for a few seconds. I'm so confused at the moment. What is exactly going on? What should I do now? And then.... It was sudden and I was shocked, so I backed down and pushed Lee Chan. I think I need to process it. But before I could think of anything Lee Chan kissed me again.

I don't know what happened to me at the moment. I kissed him back. I don't want to think about anything at all right now. The only thing I want now is to kiss the man sitting in front of me right now. My first kiss, since that day everyone came home before Ming Hao and I could kiss. The feeling is so right. It's still raining. We both give ourselves away to our feelings.

We lost track of time and everything else. We were just into each other.

Suddenly there was a sound at the door and then a light on us with a free scream. We blew out the candle long ago. It was a light from a phone. The light was off as soon as the person holding it screamed. And I got a really bad feeling about it. Because the scream...... was way too familiar. But how can Seung Kwan be here? He is at his university.

"Both of you go get dressed right now!!!"

Oh fuck! It is Seung Kwan. We both get up immediately and get dressed. We light up another candle. Lee Chan and I sitting on one side and Seung Kwan is at the other side of the table. The rain had stopped long ago. Seung Kwan had returned home today and didn't tell us because he wanted it to be a surprise. But then it started raining. So had assumed that Lee Chan and I were stuck in the rain and would return after it stopped raining. But even after it stopped raining we didn't return home and Seung Kwan decided to check on us. Since Seok Min told him that I would get the keys from the restaurant he cane here to check and found us in that inappropriate position.

"Care to explain what you guys were doing?!! Do you have the slightest idea what the fuck you were doing?!!"

I couldn't answer.

Lee Chan took the whole blame, " It wasn't her her fault at all. I did everything. I forced myself into her. I'm sorry."

Even though Lee Chan said that calmly I could feel his voice shaking. I'm starting to get it. I got my lost senses. Oh shit!! No no no. What the hell did we just do? What the fucking hell did we just do? Lee Chan isy fucking elder brother. He is my brother!!! And I just had a sexual intercourse with my brother?!!! My sibling?!! I feel so disgusted to myself.

I start scratching myself like a maniac. What the hell happened? How could we do that?! Seung Kwan tries to calm me down as he pushes Lee Chan away from me. I can feel Lee Chan's guilty gaze towards me. We both committed a grave sin. How to undo this? What are we supposed to do now? How are we going to answer the others?

I panicked a lot but Seung Kwan managed to take me home. Lee Chan didn't at all when we were walking home. Seung Kwan told me not to react in public and assured me to solve the problem once we go home. So I held Seung Kwan's hand tightly and walked straight to our home.