My Annoying Brother

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Joshua POV:

New semester starts today. I have to start pretending again. Even though I don't like all this still I have to go on pretending to keep my position as everyone's favorite. Everyone loves me but I hate myself to the core. Whatever I do is to please everyone else. But it eats me up from the inside. I'm never able to do what I want to do.

No one has ever seen the real me. But Lee Chan saw me one day. That day after school I thought everyone else had left. That's when I made a mistake. Lee Chan never told anyone about it. I'm indebted to him for that.

As always the girls are getting crazy over me and Jeong Han. Jeong Han ignores them. He is quite direct about everything. And the girls say that it makes him more sexy. I can't do the same as Jeong Han. I have to ve the better brother. So even if I don't want to but still I have to interact with everyone.

Today Jeong Han bumped into a girl. It was his fault but he blamed her instead. She looks scared. I for some reason feel sorry for her. So I go and help her. For the first time helping someone didn't feel like a responsibility. It felt good to help her.

I never could talk without worries with anyone else. This girl is something else. She....she makes my heart flutter. I think I'm starting to fall for her.

I had made up my mind to ask her out today. But I saw a letter in Jeong Han's desk. It was from her. Does she like him or is it about something else? If she liked him why didn't she tell me about it all this time? I think I should follow Jeong Han to the rooftop.

I saw her asking him out with my own eyes. I feel so sad like the ground just disappeared from underneath my feet. Should I ask her about it?

The misunderstanding has been resolved and it looks like she likes me. I'm so happy that I can't even express it. But my happiness doesn't last long. Out of nowhere Lee Chan comes and punches me saying to stay away from his sister. So she is Lee Chan's sister??

I couldn't talk with her since her mom's death. I don't know how to approach her.

After so many problem finally we are dating. But I hope Lee Chan won't reveal my secret to her. Right now I don't have any choice other than trusting him blindly. I hope our relationship lasts forever.