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After coming back home Seung Kwan took me to my room. I am starting to get panic attacks. This is so fucking disgusting. I run to the bathroom and turn on the shower. Seung Kwan dragged me out of there and started to say that it was just a mistake, and I should forget about it. How the fuck can I forget about it??!! I started crying. Lee Chan is my brother. My real brother. If it was someone else, I would have been less concerned but Lee Chan? It was Lee Chan!! My own blood, my own brother!

" FUCK IT!! YOU ARE NOT BLOOD RELATED DAMN IT!!"

What?

"No-nothing, nothing. It was nothing. It just got out of my mouth."

What does Seung Kwan mean by Lee Chan and I are not blood related? Does that mean...does that mean mom and dad adopted Le-

"Yes, you are adopted."

What?

"What?"

So, it is me who was adopted? Elder siblings always joke about the younger siblings being adopted. I guess Seung Kwan is also joking.

Seung Kwan is joking, right?

Seung Kwan doesn't answer. What does the silence mean? It doesn't mean I am adopted, does it? DOES IT?!

'"Since you were a kid and lost your memory as well, mom and dad told us to not tell you anything."

I fall down on my bed. My body is feeling so heavy. I can't handle it anymore. So, to sum up the events that occurred today, first I forgot to take the keys, then got drenched into the rain and got stuck with Lee Chan, fucked my older brother, Seung Kwan wanted to give a surprise but it turned out so wrong, then I found out that Lee Chan and I are not blood related , and for the final shock I am adopted?

Who am I? Does Lee Chan also know that I am adopted?

Seung Kwan told me everything about who I am, my real parents, my past, my family.

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