Love is Sacrifice (♥KHUNFANY♥)

Twenty-Two

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Crowd started to make noise. Cheering their favorite band. Shouting the name of contestant. The people that are joining this contest seems so nervous. I roam my eyes and saw the nervous, excited faces of the contestant. I took a deep breath. Later I will sing. I told Sir M that I will do the solo instead of Khun.

1 week ago Toria was burried. We waited Aunti to come home and after 5 days we burried her. The band are there. Khun and his parents. But until now, I still mourning. Thank God, Khun and Aunti are always there.

"Your nervous?"

I went back to my sense when Khun suddenly appeared beside me.

"No."

"Thats the spirit"

I just smile at him. He grab my hand and squiz it.

"Dont give me a fake smile babe"

I just sigh at him and lean on his shoulder.

"One more contestant and you'll perform next"

I took a deep breath again and close my eyes. I'm doing this for her. We stayed their without talking. After a few minutes an organizer came to us.

"Be ready your next."

Then she left. I prepare myself. We stood up and Khun hold my both shoulder and smile at me.

"Sing for her. I know you could do that."

He said then kissed my crown. I just nod at him and went to the stage and saw Seo and Taeyeon ready. Seo will play violen while Taeyeon for piano. They give me a smile. I just nod at them and went to the center of the stage. The spotlight on me. The spotlight yeah. I closed my eyes.

I will be there. Cheering for you. Though you cant see me. I will be there. Just look at the light. I will be your spotlight.

I know that your here. When I open my eyes all people are looking at me. Waiting for me to sing. The noisy crowd awhile ago was silent. Again for the third time I took a deep breath again.

"Hello everyone. I just want to dedicate this song for the special girl in my life. For my bestfriend. I know she's here. And I promised her to sing this song for her."

I closed my eyes again and give Taeyeon a sign to start to play the piano.

(Snsd GIRLS- English vers. Composed and sang by Dylan Jacob)

Do you hear me?
Will you listen?
As I sing this song for you
Can you feel the space between us
The space I'm not used to
Song for you yeah~

Theres no need to try and hide it
You can be with your self with me
I miss your smile, miss your laugh I miss the 'US'
we used to be.

Same as you
Sometimes I wonder what we're fighting for
Same as you
I know we cant go back to the girls we were before.

Never gonna look back girls
Never gonna look back girls
This isnt the end we get back up again, proudly wear our scars and move on
Never gonna look back girls
Never gonna look back girls
We can start anew I sing this song for you
The story start to write yes it is..

I opened my eyes and found the people waving their hands in the air.

I know you dont need me
But I'll be there if you call
When you stumble I will catch you
Together we will stand tall

Same as you
Sometimes I wish that things had stayed the same
Same as you
But I cant change it
I wont loon back now its a new day.

As I roam my eyes in the crowd. People still waving there hands. I dont know if Im just hallucinating but I really saw Toria in one of the crowd. S-she's smiling at me. Toria. I know its her. She made her promise. My tears started to flow in my eyes again but when I blink she's not there anymore. Atleast I know that she's really here.

Never gonna look back girls
Never gonna look back girls
This isnt the end we get back up again
Proudly wear our scars and move on
Never gonna look back girls
Never gonna look back girls
We're not stopping now,
No never slowing down turn the page our story goes on

Stop! Start all over again
Take it back to we're we both began
Forget all the useless fight
Move past this and live our lifes
I will always be with you
Whenever you call my name
I couldnt live if you were gone
Your more beautiful than anyone

So never gonna look back girls
Never gonna look back girls
No matter who you have become
That can never change what wr have done
Never gonna look back girls
Never gonna look back girls
No matter who we have become
You and I we're always one~

Never gonna look back girls
Never gonna look back girls
This isnt the end we get back up again proudly wear our scars and move on
Never gonna look back girls
Never gonna look back girls
We can start a new
I sing this song for you
The story start to write yes it is

I finish the song with tears flowing in my eyes but a real smile that draw in my lips. The crowd started to shout my name and I saw the judges was standing while clapping their hands and looking at me. I did it. I did it Toria. I bow my head and went backstage. Khun give me a hug. The other members even Sir M came to us.

"That was the most emotional number that I've ever seen"

Taecyeon said and give me a two thumbs up.

"You make everyone cry you young lady. But congratulations"

Sir M smile at me and I just nod my head.

"We smell the trophy"

Taeyeon said while smiling widely and Seo clap her hands.

"We will gonna leave you for awhile lovers ok?"

Sir Manager said and they leave us. Later the announcement of winner. I face Khun whose looking at me too.

"I saw her"

I said to her. His forehead just knuckle.

"T-Toria. She fulfill her promises that she will watched me. I saw her in the crowd awhile ago Khun. She's smiling at me"

Khun wiped my tears and hug me again.

"Stop crying babe. Be happy. She's proud of you. I believe you that she was there. Now it's your time to fulfill her wish. I will help you. And the first thing is be happy."

I smiled to Khun and kiss him. His right. I need to be happy for Toria. I know she will always be there for us. And she will always my bestfriend.

"Lets go?"

"Where?"

"I told you that we will have a date right? We hadnt done that this past few weeks."

I just laugh at him. He pulled me outside the venue and drive away.

The end..

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Thank you for reading chingus!! ♥♥