Chapter 16: The Final Goodbye

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The text message from Aarav felt like a shock to Sana’s system. It arrived out of nowhere, short and direct:

“Back in town for a few days. Let’s catch up?”

She stared at the screen, her stomach twisting into knots. Part of her had always imagined what she would say to him if he came back—how she would confront him about everything she had been feeling. But now that the moment was here, she didn’t feel ready. It had been months since he left Riverton, and in that time, she had worked hard to carve out a new life for herself. She had started to heal, to move on. And yet, seeing his name pop up on her phone brought all those old feelings rushing back.

Her first instinct was to ignore the message. She didn’t owe him anything—not her time, not her energy. But a small part of her, the part that had once loved him in silence, was curious. She wanted to know if anything had changed. Was he the same restless, wandering soul who couldn’t commit to anything, or had he finally figured out what he wanted?

After a long pause, she typed back a simple reply:

“Sure. When?”

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The next day, they agreed to meet at the park by the lake—one of the few places in Riverton that had always been their shared space. Sana arrived early, her heart pounding in her chest as she sat on a bench, staring out at the water. The late afternoon sun cast a golden glow over the lake, and for a moment, she felt a strange sense of peace. This place had always been a refuge for her, a place where she could think clearly.

But that clarity was harder to hold on to now, with Aarav coming back into her life, even for just a brief moment.

She heard footsteps approaching and turned to see him walking down the path. He looked the same—tall, lean, with that easy, laid-back confidence that had always drawn people to him. But there was something different in his eyes. He seemed tired, worn down in a way that she hadn’t seen before.

“Hey,” he said, offering a small smile as he sat down beside her. “It’s good to see you.”

Sana forced a smile in return, her heart still racing. “Yeah, it’s been a while.”

They sat in awkward silence for a moment, neither of them knowing where to begin. The tension between them was palpable, filled with all the things they hadn’t said when Aarav had left.

“So,” Aarav began, glancing out at the lake, “how have you been?”

Sana let out a soft laugh, shaking her head. “I’ve been… okay. Better, actually. A lot has changed since you left.”

Aarav nodded, but she could see the hint of confusion in his expression. “Yeah, I figured. It feels like I’ve been gone longer than a few months.”

Sana didn’t respond right away. She wasn’t sure how to tell him that, in his absence, she had realized how much she had been holding herself back. She didn’t want to make him feel guilty, but she also wasn’t going to pretend that everything had been fine.

“Aarav,” she said, her voice steady but quiet, “when you left, it forced me to face some things. About myself. About… us.”

He frowned slightly, turning to look at her. “What do you mean?”

Sana took a deep breath. “For years, I think I was waiting for something that was never going to happen. I was waiting for you to come back and finally see me—the real me, not just your friend. But I’ve realized that I can’t live my life like that anymore. I can’t keep waiting for someone to choose me.”

Aarav’s expression softened, and he looked down at his hands. “Sana, I never meant to hurt you. I just… I never knew what you wanted, and I wasn’t sure what I wanted either. I thought it was easier to leave than to face things.”

Sana nodded, appreciating his honesty, but it didn’t change the fact that she had spent so long in limbo because of him. “I know. And I don’t blame you. I get that you needed to figure things out for yourself. But I needed to figure things out for me too.”

She paused, feeling the weight of the moment pressing down on her. This was the moment she had been dreading, but it was also the moment she had needed for so long. The final goodbye—not just to Aarav, but to the version of herself that had been trapped in his shadow.

“I’m not that girl anymore,” Sana continued, her voice growing stronger. “The one who waits for someone to come back. I’ve changed, Aarav. I’m starting to live my life for me now. And I’m not sure if there’s room for you in it.”

Aarav was silent for a long time, his brow furrowed as he absorbed her words. When he finally spoke, his voice was quiet, almost resigned. “I guess I always knew you were stronger than me, Sana. I’ve always admired that about you.”

Sana felt a pang of sadness at his words. She had spent so long wanting him to see her, to understand her, and now that he finally did, it felt like too little, too late.

“I don’t want to lose our friendship,” Aarav added softly. “But I get it if you need space.”

Sana looked out at the lake, the water shimmering in the fading light. She had spent so many nights here, thinking about Aarav, wishing he would come back. But now, sitting beside him, she realized that she didn’t need him the way she once had. She had found her own strength, her own path.

“I think we’ll always care about each other,” she said gently. “But I need to move on. I need to find out who I am without you.”

Aarav nodded, his expression sad but understanding. “I hope you find everything you’re looking for, Sana. You deserve that.”

They sat in silence for a few more minutes, the weight of their history hanging in the air between them. It wasn’t the dramatic confrontation Sana had once imagined, but in some ways, that made it more real. This wasn’t about anger or blame—it was about growth, about letting go of the past so they could both move forward.

Eventually, Aarav stood up, offering her a small, bittersweet smile. “Goodbye, Sana.”

Sana smiled back, feeling a strange sense of peace settle over her. “Goodbye, Aarav.”

As he walked away, disappearing down the path, Sana took a deep breath and closed her eyes. It was over. The chapter of her life that had been defined by Aarav had finally come to an end.

And for the first time, she felt truly free.

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