The Badboy Lover|| J.JK [EDITING]

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Y/n POV

I sat on the chair and looked in the space blankly. Tomorrow is my wedding and I still don't know what to do. Not even a single idea is coming in my head to stop this marriage. All the shoppings and arrangements are done, my mom is over the moon right now while I'm just looking at myself dying slowly.

Every part of me is slowly losing all the hopes I had to run away from here. I even tried to run but Jaiden somehow found out and threatened to shoot Jungkook. I can't afford to lose him because I know by now how much dangerous Jaiden can be. If he says something then he definitely does it at any cost, that includes someone's life too.

I flinched when my phone rang as I looked at the screen. A sigh escaped my mouth when I saw it was none other than Taehyung."What am I to you?" His voice rang as soon as I picked up the call."Tae, I'm sorry." I said softly as he scoffed while the betrayal was evident in his voice."Y/n, you didn't even consider to tell me this. Do I really deserve to know this after seeing your damn wedding card?!"

I looked down in shame while clutching the phone tightly."You don't, tae, but I didn't knew how to tell you this. I'm still sorry." I said in a low voice as he sighed."Y/naah..." He called softly while my eyes welled up with tears."You know that you're my only sister, even though you're my cousin but still I consider you like my own little sister. That's why I care for you. Just trust me and tell me whatever you want, I swear I'll try my best to always keep you happy, but just tell me." He said softly as the tears escaped from my eyes.

"I trust you, tae, but I myself was confused whether to tell anyone or not." I said while sniffing."Did something happened? You can tell me." He said as I took a deep breath and nodded to myself."Actually..." I explained everything to him as he hummed from the other side."I'm sorry I suspected Jungkook. I've been his friend for a year now but I still suspected him."

I sighed and leaned back against the wall before closing my eyes."Don't be sorry, tae. I also didn't believe him even after knowing it well that he would never do something like that to me." I mumbled and quickly opened my eyes when I heard some footsteps near the door."But you know, Y/n, the situa-" I quickly hung up the phone and hid it behind my  back before standing up.

My mom entered the room with some jewellery boxes and came towards me."Why are still awake? Get some sleep. Tomorrow is your big day." She said as I couldn't help but scoff."Tomorrow is your big day not mine." I emphasised and looked away.

"Sure it is. Anyways, take this necklace. Lee Su chose this for you, don't forget to wear this tomorrow." She said and extended the boxes towards me as I sighed and looked away clearly not accepting that. She grabbed my shoulder as I immediately shrugged it off.

"Take this while I'm giving this nicely. Don't force me to get out of this character." She warned and grabbed my hand forcefully before putting the box on my palm and went away from there. As soon as she was out of my sight, I tossed the box somewhere away on the bed before sitting down.

Suddenly my phone rang as I picked it up and frowned when I saw an unknown number. Answering it, I asked,"Hello? Who's this?" But there was no response from the other side. I again inquired but still there was no sound except for the peaceful breathing of that person.

Somehow I felt my heart beating crazily against my chest as I put my hand near my chest. Why was my heart beating so fast? Hanging up the call, I straight went inside the bathroom and splashed the water on my face while staring at my reflection. The water dripped from my face as I took a deep breath.

As if the sudden realisation of the reality struck me, the gravity of the situation pressed me hard against my own soul. I was getting married tomorrow. Everything will be over tomorrow, my happiness, my freedom, my love, my life. Everything. I'll lose Jungkook, forever.

I knew all this but why did it felt like I only realised it now? I closed my eyes as all the bittersweet memories of me and Jungkook played in loop in my head causing me to smile sadly while a lone pair of tear slipped out of my eyes. Taking a deep breath, I wiped my face and went towards my bed before closing my eyes trying to rest for a while otherwise my head would burst any second now.

Jungkook POV

I opened my eyes and looked above at the ceiling infront of me as it stared me back. After adjusting to the light, I opened my eyes widely and looked around to decipher where was I. I realised that I was in the hospital when I noticed several pipes and machines attached to me.

I tried to get up but a sudden wave of pain rushed in my body causing me to squint my eyes in pain as a whimper escaped my mouth. I tried to recall what happened but could only remember that I got into a dangerous accident when I was going to Y/n, other than that I don't remember how did I end up here.

I flinched slightly when the door cracked opened and an nurse entered the room with a tray of medicine and something. She looked at me and her eyes widened."You're awake? We thought you went in coma or something. Let me call the doctor." She smiled kindly and was about to go when I called her.

"Excuse me?" My voice came out weak and low as she turned around and nodded as I gulped before speaking,"Can I have your phone for sometime?" I requested as she looked at me sadly."I'm so sorry but we're not allowed to give you a phone." I bit my lips and again said,"Please, just for sometime. It's urgent." She looked at me hesitatingly before giving up eventually.

"Fine, but please be quick. I'll wait outside." Handing me her phone she went outside after I thanked her. I opened it as my jaw dropped in surprise. I've been unconscious for two weeks?!

I quickly opened the phone and dialled the number before stopping. What if she doesn't want to talk to me? What if she's still angry at me and perhaps hates me now? My hand trembled as I finally called her and placed the phone near my ear. The call was answered after 5 rings as my heart thumped dangerously against my chest.

"Hello? Who's this?" Her voice rang in my ear causing all the air to knock out of me. I took a deep breath while the tears slowly escaped my eyes as my lips trembled. Closing my eyes I heard her slow breathing as she asked again. Every part of me screamed at me to speak something but I was more than relieved to just hear her voice.

Only I know how much I want to hug her right now and apologize for everything. If possible, I would even go back to the time and fix everything just for her.

When she got no response from me, she hung up the call as a shaky breath escaped my mouth. I'm sorry, Y/n. The door cracked opened as the nurse entered while I quickly wiped my tears."Are you done?" I nodded slightly as she looked at me before asking,"Don't you have family?" I looked at her confused and nodded.

"I have. Why though?" I said weakly as she looked at me symphatically."No, I was just wondering cause no one came to see you how you were. Is it perhaps they don't know about it?" I smiled sadly but for some reason my heart clenched hard."It's fine. If they see me like this, they will be hella worried so it's good if they don't know."

She nodded and smiled slightly before continuing to give me medicines and vaccines while my mind wandered back to Y/n. Did she know about this? Even if she didn't, did she tried to look for me or contact me?

A sigh escaped my mouth as I relaxed myself against the pillow while looking outside the window. The moon gazed at me from up there as I closed my eyes. I promise I'll make everything alright. Just few more days and I'll come back to you fully recovered, Y/n. I just can't wait to be in your arms anymore.

To be continued.....