Dear Jenna...

Jenna took a deep breath as she let down her phone, currently in her agents office discussing future projects and all

"So Jenna, how have you been feeling?" He asked as he clapped his hand frowning at her, they were worried for her, fearing that the method acting was finally getting to her

"I've been feeling well honestly" She said smiling softly at him

Lies

That was a huge lie, she was having trouble separating from her characters, sometimes out of nowhere she'd switch to characters she's played before and that worried her once she noticed it was happening but she decided to keep it to herself

"I think some of this will help" He said tapping on a box "For you to take home, now i believe this is all for today, go home and get some rest yeah? "

Jenna nodded not saying anything as she just stared at the box, wondering what was inside of it

The ride back home was silent, something Jenna loved, sometimes, when the thoughts weren't there, she loved being in silence, with her eyes closed, a moment for herself where she could be herself, no talking, no people, no nothing

Just her

Jenna had her own apartment for sometime, but that changed once her family noticed how it was affecting her , they were glad she got the 'living alone' experience but they knew if she kept that up, it wouldn't end well

"What's in that box?" Ed said smiling seeing his daughter walk through the door, noticing the big box right away "I really don't know... but my manager said it would maybe help me"

Ed already knew, they had spoken with him, they spoke about their concerns about their daughter and star client, fearing the worst

Jenna crawled in her bed as she wrapped herself in her blanket as she wore her headphones, shutting her eyes just enjoying the sound of white noise

Thoughts are loud

No speaking meant no change of personality

Meaning no headache

She didn't know how long she was laying down for, by the time she decided to get up it was golden hour, she remembered getting home at ten, has she been laying for that long?
She was grateful that her parents didn't call her, that they understood that she needed this right now, maybe what's in that box would help?

She tilted her head as she stood up,curiosity as she opened the box slowly , surprised once she opened it, she was met with a lot of envelopes that were already open

"Hello? Jenna?"

"Yeah hi, sorry to call but like...why did you give me this box and why are some open? "

"Oh their letters to you, at first the person who answers your fan mail opened and read them, but this person in specific always writes to you, their all in order, i have to go i hope you enjoy reading them as much as we enjoyed it but we stopped don't worry"

Jenna's mouth hung open, they read them? What the hell?

But...why did they read them? What was all the fuss about?

She did check, they were all in order

She opened the first one

Dear Jenna...

I hope this reaches your hands, do I expect a reply? Not really, but my therapist said that maybe this might help me out, who knows? If I can't talk to her I can of course tell Jenna Ortega all of my problems! Kidding! But not kidding but kidding?!

Jenna didn't realize it, but there was a small smile on her face

Besides me being a fan, don't worry! Not one of those crazy ones or anything... i really don't know why i'm doing this...i mean what i first wrote was true but..why am i doing this...?

Anyways, i hope your okay, please drink water, keep yourself hydrated and i hope your getting enough sleep, you should sleep more at least 8 hours, you look really tired but

Aren't we all?

Sincerely, Y/n

Jenna put the letter down, processing what she read in her head

i hope your okay, please drink water, keep yourself hydrated and i hope your getting enough sleep, you should sleep more at least 8 hours, you look really tired but

Aren't we all?

Repeating it self again and again, she put the letter down as she made her way to the kitchen her family eating dinner, looked up at her, she usually wasn't out of her room right now, they were more surprised to see her grab a bottle of water

"Your drinking water instead of juice?" Markus asked with a frown, Jenna shrugged nodding "Gotta stay hydrated "

That night, Jenna went to bed early just thinking about what the letter said 

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