Dear Jenna...

"Your like obsessed with her"

Us humans have emotions of course, sometimes those emotions can be fatal, sometimes you can control them, sometimes they over power you and you just lose it... have you lost it too?

Because Jenna, I wish I could be one of those people that can just handle their emotions so well but sadly I'm not and I hate that... so my question is, have you lost it too? Can you control them? Has anyone noticed you've lost it? I bet you have huh...

Sincerely, Y/n

Jenna read out loud as she put the letter down, this was a deep one... Y/n must've been going through it that day...and it broke her heart because she seemed like such a good person who's suffered so much...

But yes, she has lost it... and just as Y/n she hated it

She couldn't control them, hell she couldn't even control when her personality would change but she was trying her best... and she was surprised that Y/n had noticed she's lost it

She looked at Y/n's polaroid, it's new spot being next to Jenna's bed, she thought it was a really cute photo, and that she could put a face to the girl, she wasn't just...part of her imagination anymore, a real person

"Your like obsessed with her" Aliyah said as her and Markus leaned against the door frame with a small smile "I'm not...it's just that she gets me " Jenna answered with a frown, the twins smile went away as soon as she said that "You can talk to us you know?" Markus said sitting next to her, Aliyah nodded slowly "Why don't you meet her? I'm sure she'd say yes" She said softly

Jenna looked down, hesitation written all over her face, she had to tell someone that wasn't her mom

C'mon Jenna... their your siblings

"I...if i'm being honest..." She said slowly taking a deep breath "I have a crush on her" She finally blurted out "Please don't think i'm weird for that...it's just the way she writes and thinks...and and..."

"And she doesn't even know me but she can read me so well just by looking at my pictures and Emma doesn't even notice somethings wrong with me and i don't expect her too but like doesn't she love me? You're supposed to notice when the person you love isn't acting normal right? Like I know you guys do notice something is not right with me because you guys love me!"

Jenna said as she cried, taking deep breaths

Finally, she was able to let out some emotion she had in her, and God it felt so so good

"Maybe Emma isn't meant for you if your feeling this way " Markus said, Aliyah hummed nodding "It sounds like your complaining about her and not really hurt, i agree with him"

"You should get in contact with Y/n tho"

"And break up with Emma because you two might be together just because"

Jenna thought about it all night, breaking up with Emma, getting in contact with Y/n, she stared at the box, realizing that she didn't have many letters left... and that made her sad...

She stood up walking to the box, taking out the letters that she had left

"One...two.... Three.... Eight.... Eight letters left" She felt that pulling feeling on her chest, she didn't want them to end, she didn't , she didn't want to lose Y/n, she had asked if new letters had come in the mail and they said no, so her last letter was one of those eight letters...

Emma, we need talk, call me as soon as you can please

There, she did it, she hit send