Dear Jenna...

Cero I Believe

Hi guys, i realized half of the first part of the first chapter was missing i'm sorry! i forgot to copy the first half, you can go back and read it if you like - Your Favorite Author 

Jenna sat outside with her shades on, a blanket on the grass, as she laid under the shade with a now bottle of water, that could've been coffee or wine, or anything else that isn't water, but today, she choose water, less to say the Ortega's were shocked to see this, her usual routine being changed...today

She pulled put her next letter, she was eager, she was looking forward to something, it was nice looking forward to something other than events, work, press conference, photoshoots

She was supposed to be in Europe with her 'friends', don't get me wrong, she did consider them as her friends but she always draws a line, not wanting to get close to them because sadly...in this industry you never know who's really your friend...but she's not there because of what's been happening to her lately, but no one had to know that, at least not yet, in her mind she could control it

Dear Jenna...

First of all, Hi

How are you today? I'm currently writing this at night, is it a godly hour ? yes it is but that's okay sometimes we can't sleep... you've said in interviews that it's hard for you to sleep and you write too, am i following your steps ??

MAYBEEE but not because I want to, I literally can't sleep and I don't know why...

Anyways i hope you read my previous letter and that you did get sleep and had water, i actually had like 6 bottles today

I saw that you smoke, I smoke too, trying to stop tho, mad funny that your mom called you out world wide, i laughed too much, how embarrassing that you got called out like that? I'm laughing in a good way tho because c'mon you have to admit, it was really funny

I think family is important, i wouldn't know honestly, i'm an orphan sighhhh boo whoooo

But i love your mom for that, watching out for you, i hope, because it's different from what we the public see, i hope you guys get a long well, she loves you so much 

Jenna covered her face with the paper as she giggled shaking her head, she did remember that day, God not her mom scolding her publicly, something she'd never forget, she stared at the letter with a smile, this is when she noticed the hand writing, it was a good handwriting, a mix of cursive and not cursive, she liked it, so if this person smoked, that meant she was around her age then? Or obviously twenty one...she didn't know, but she was happy that this person was...at least she hoped was around her age

Writing this helped me a lot, if you're reading this, which i doubt because what's the possibility of you reading this?

Cero i believe

Jenna shook her head with a smile

'Oh if you only knew i'm actually reading them" She said softly

I hope you get enough sleep and remember to drink water Jenna, it's important and food, but i think food is a touchy subject sometimes but still at least eat something

Hope you have a wonderful day or night, take care Jenna

Sincerely , Y/n

Jenna took a deep breath as she just stared at the letter, she was happy that this wasn't the last one, she had a box full of them, and they were only Y/n's from what she understood, how often did she write? Because it was kind of a big box, but since she mentioned the smoking thing she had been writing for a while then...

She wanted to read another one, but she shook her head, she wanted to read one daily, although the thought of reading them all at once was poking her so much

The thought of her mom was now in mind, she had been a bit of an ass to her, and not only her, her whole family...

She hadn't met someone who didn't had a family

"Can I help?" Jenna asked as she walked in the kitchen, her mom frowned snapping her head back at her, a bit speechless "Uh.. yeah of course baby please rinse these out" Natalie said handing her the vegetables

And Jenna for the first time in a while, was present with her family, fully present, fully herself , she enjoyed her family time, and her family enjoyed her, since they were missing her

That night The Ortega's had an amazing, loving family night 

Once Jenna was alone in her room, she kept looking at the box in front of her, wondering what else Y/n had to say, and if she was okay remembering why Y/n was writing to her... she went to bed with a small smile on her face, and concerned for the person behind the paper and ink.