Dear Jenna...

Yeah and it's not thanks to you

Eager, that's what Jenna was, she had gone up too two letters per day now, wanting to know more about Y/n, not like things she likes al though she does mention in some letters things she likes, but wanting to know more about her mentally, if you get what i'm saying, if your not let me try it like this

How her mind works, how she really is, like when you get to know person so profoundly, you know their thoughts, the way they think, the way they can act upon that, the way you can tell how their feeling

Jenna was certain that if she were to meet the girl, she'd be able to tell those things right away, she'd read the letters over and over again, she didn't know how but she was certain that she could

"Whose letters are those babe? " Emma asked as she laid down next to Jenna, she had just walked in noticing the big box right away, Jenna wasn't even halfway through with them and she was glad she wasn't, the thought about them running out seemed to make her a bit sad

"Oh fan mail, they wanted me to read this person since they write to me all the time" Jenna said smiling softly, Emma and Jenna had been dating since the first season of Wednesday, it's been a while, not even Emma knew what Jenna was going through, which is sad if you ask me because a partner or person that loves you should notice at least something... and that made Jenna a bit sad, but lets remember people

People don't read minds

But they can read or see how you act

And that's what hurt Jenna, she didn't expect Emma to read her mind, but if she herself notices the changes, did Emma notice them too or did she choose to ignore them?

"Dear Jenna, it's been a rough day today, work was so tiring, and people obviously don't make it better. I assume maybe you can relate ? " Emma read out loud

Jenna was getting mad, why didn't she ask if she could read one? Y/n's mind and thoughts, that was only for her, maybe if Emma would've asked she would've given her a short letter, but Jenna knew this letter and she didn't think it was okay for her to be reading it, she was invading Y/n's privacy

"Days are days, good and bad days it really doesn't matter, i firmly believe that one chooses how to end their day, if its good or bad you know? We have the power to do that, that's something no one can take from us, and...point is, if your reading this Jenna, it's okay to struggle and to have bad days too, i've seen recent pictures of you and well maybe i'm being delulu but... i see it in you, it'll be okay"

Emma finished with a soft tone at the end and a frown

"Damn..." Was all she said

DAMN???

Damn?

Jenna hid it right away, it hurt her, this fucking person she didn't know notice she was struggling through photos! PHOTOS and her girlfriend didn't?

"She's really deep and going through it huh?"

Jenna wanted her to stop, she wanted her to shut up, she wanted her to stop going through the box

"Why don't we go out?" Jenna said in hopes of her dropping everything, Emma's face lit up nodding right away "Yeah! How about some coffee? " Jenna nodded as she grabbed her flask

"That's good your drinking more water " Emma said pecking her forehead

Yeah and it's not thanks to you

Jenna thought as she smiled. 

At the end of the day Jenna was alone in her room, in silence, thank god because her head was killing her

She was trying not to switch but it was getting hard, it shouldn't be that hard, she feared that she was going to lose herself and that scared her shitless

Without hesitation she grabbed a new letter unfolding it , a frown on her face once she saw something fall, she quickly bent down picking it up

"A polaroid? " She said a bit confused

She turned it around to look at it, a huge smile on her face as her eyes shined seeing it

Was this Y/n??

It was a girl with a huge cheeky smile and holding what Jenna knew so well, her book

She didn't know for how long she stared, it felt so good to put a face to the person she's been reading, let alone...she was really cute

Dear Jenna...

I decided to treat my self! I got your book, i hesitated on adding the polaroid because i have no idea who's gonna read this or if this even going to be read? But fuck it, i'm so happy i've finally got your book, will i read it in one day? Yes i will of course , that's it, that's today's letter

Hope your doing well, as always please eat something and stay hydrated

Sincerely, Y/n.

Jenna smiled as she bit her lip looking at the picture, who knew someone you haven't met could bright up your whole day?