The morning light filtered gently through the curtains, casting soft shadows in the apartment. Juhee found herself still lost in the emotions from the previous night, her heart heavy with the weight of Wonbin's unspoken words. She glanced over at him, his features peaceful in sleep, a stark reminder of the tumultuous journey they had both traversed.
After a while, the sun climbed higher in the sky, pulling Juhee from her reverie. She moved quietly around the apartment, tidying up the small living space. The normalcy of everyday tasks felt grounding, yet her thoughts continually drifted back to the messages left behind by Wonbin-the tickets and the photos that had captured moments of longing and love.
Eventually, she decided to make breakfast, hoping that the warmth of the meal would provide comfort to both of them. The aroma of eggs and toast filled the air, and she couldn't help but smile at the thought of sharing a meal together-something she had longed for during their years apart.
As she set the table, the sound of rustling sheets caught her attention. Wonbin stirred, slowly opening his eyes. He blinked a few times, adjusting to the sunlight streaming through the window. His gaze found Juhee, and a small smile crept across his lips.
"Good morning," he murmured, his voice still thick with sleep.
"Good morning," Juhee replied, trying to hide the flutter of nerves in her stomach. "I made breakfast."
He sat up, running a hand through his hair, which had grown slightly longer since their reunion. "It smells amazing," he said, the warmth in his tone making her heart skip a beat.
As they ate together, the conversation flowed easily, but the underlying tension remained. Juhee couldn't shake the feeling that there were so many things left unsaid, so many layers to their relationship that needed unraveling. She glanced at him occasionally, her heart aching with the memories of their shared past and the unresolved feelings that still lingered.
After breakfast, they decided to take a walk outside, hoping that the fresh air would clear their minds. The sky was bright blue, a perfect day for a stroll. As they walked side by side, the atmosphere felt charged, like a tightrope stretched between them, ready to snap at any moment.
"I saw you last night," Wonbin suddenly said, breaking the silence. "You looked... lost."
Juhee's heart raced. "I was just... thinking," she replied cautiously. "About everything."
"About us?" he asked, his tone softer, yet more intense.
"About everything we've been through," she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. "I found your photos and tickets last night." She paused, searching for the right words. "It was painful to see how much you've missed."
Wonbin's expression shifted, a flicker of vulnerability crossing his face. "I thought about you every single day, Juhee. I didn't want to miss your life, but I felt like I had to."
"Why?" Juhee's voice rose slightly, frustration creeping in. "You could have been there. You chose to leave. You didn't even try to stay in touch."
"I know," he replied, his voice heavy with regret. "I thought it was what was best for you. I didn't want to disrupt your life. I was afraid of dragging you down with my issues."
Juhee stopped walking, turning to face him fully. "But you did disrupt my life, Wonbin. You disappearing left a hole in me that I couldn't fill. I had to learn to live without you, and it hurt."
"I didn't want to hurt you," he said, his eyes filled with remorse. "I thought time apart would help us both."
"Time apart didn't help us. It made everything worse." Her voice trembled, emotions surging to the surface. "I felt abandoned, and it's been... it's been so hard lately."
The weight of her words hung in the air, and Wonbin stepped closer, concern etched on his face. "I'm here now, Juhee. I want to help you. I want to be part of your life again."
Juhee shook her head, the tears brimming in her eyes. "But what if you leave again? I can't go through that pain again. I don't think I can handle it."
"Juhee," he reached out, brushing a tear from her cheek with his thumb. "I'm not going anywhere. I'm back for good, and I want to make this work."
"Do you really mean that?" she asked, her voice breaking.
"Yes," he replied earnestly, his eyes locking onto hers. "I promise I won't let you down again. We'll figure this out together."
For a moment, Juhee allowed herself to believe him. The warmth of his presence, the sincerity in his eyes, all pulled her in. But doubt still lingered in the back of her mind, and she fought against the feelings bubbling within her.
"I don't know, Wonbin," she whispered. "It's complicated."
"I know," he said, stepping even closer, closing the distance between them. "But I'm willing to fight for you. I'm willing to fight for us. Just give me a chance."
Juhee's heart raced, torn between the desire to trust him and the fear of being hurt again. But as she looked into his eyes, filled with longing and determination, she felt a flicker of hope ignite within her.
"Okay," she finally breathed. "Let's take it one step at a time."
With that, Wonbin's face broke into a relieved smile, and for the first time in years, Juhee felt a sense of warmth spreading through her, a feeling of possibility. They stood there, the world around them fading as they faced each other, ready to navigate the complexities of their past and embrace the future together.
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Between the Lines | Riize Wonbin
FanfictionBOOK 1 of the RIIZE series || Between the Lines || Ft. Wonbin of Riize Amidst the relentless pressures of university life, Myung Juhee is trapped under the crushing expectations of her family, determined to become a successful lawyer while drowning...
