Taylor Swift x Reader Imagines(GxG)

Anxiety (Smut)

Tw: Panic Attack and Smut

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It was a big day today. I was choosen to make the opening speech at the grammys.

Since Iam new in the higher society Iam on my own. Although I saw a couple of stars who are about to attend the grammys today, I didn't know them.

As I waited behind the stage for my go, I got more and more nervous. I've never thought I would make it and now Iam here.

A manager came and said that we start in 10 seconds. The nervousness I felt was deadly, but I tried my best to be as calm as possible.

Unconfident I walked onto the stage. My grip around the microphone was so thight, that it would break if it wasn't an expensive one with good quality.

The audience cheered for me as I got in place. After I looked around I noticed Taylor Swift.

My heart started racing and I was scared that one's could here it through the mic.

Taylor looked at me, one eyebrow raised and her face was full of criticism. But as she saw I was looking at her she gave me a heart warming smile.

Did she noticed that I was nervous?

"Hello everyone.." I started.

All those eyes looking at me.

They judging me.

Looking at someone elses face was horrible so I continued looking into Taylors eyes. In fact I didn't know her, but she gave me comfort, not even Celine Dion or Adele could give me.

"Iam Y/N Y/L/N and Iam honored to open the grammys for you. But before we start with the awards ceremony there will be a little bit of a programme.
So please everyone, welcome our beloved Trevor Noah", the last part I said a bit louder than the rest of it.

Taylor was the first to stand up. Everyone else stood up to cheer.

I handed the microphone to Trevor before I nearly run of stage. My hands were covered in sweat and everything felt numb. I ran to the next bathroom and locked myself in one of the toilets.

As I took a seat on the toilet lid, I placed my elbows on my knees. I burried my head in the palms of my hand.

I was terrible.

The speech was terrible.

I don't deserve a place in this part of the society.

My thoughts were eating me up. My heart started racing, hammering so fast it feels like it’s trying to break free. I could feel each beat, hard and sharp, like a warning that I can’t ignore. My throat tightens up, making it hard to breathe, but the more I try, the harder it gets to take in air..

I didn't noticed that the door opened and someone knelt before me until I looked up.

Those electric blue eyes. It was Taylor, how did she managed to come in?

A rush of heat floods my face, my palms, and then cold. It feels like the ground is moving, like I’m not even in control of my own body anymore. I don’t know why this is happening. Nothing around me is dangerous, but my mind keeps screaming that something is horribly wrong.

My hands are shaking, and I can’t stop them. I’m trapped in my own body, fighting to get out. It feels like I’m suffocating. Like I’m dying.

Taylor pulled me of the toilet onto her lap. She rested her back on the door, while holding me like a little baby.

"Shh Darling you did amazing out there", she whispered in my ear, before pressing me firm against her body.

It helped me calming down and getting a bit control of my body back. My hand wandered up to her shoulder, sightly squeezing it. My head rested on her chest.

Then, slowly, so slowly, it begins to ease. I’m still scared, but the edge dulls. The world starts to feel real again. I’m exhausted, like I’ve run a marathon without moving an inch. My breath evens out, my heart slows, but I’m left shaky, fragile, like I’m waiting for it to happen all over again.

"It's okay Babygirl", Taylor continued comforting me. "T-thank you", I was still out of breath so my word were a silent sound, barely noticeable.

"Are you ready to go back?" She asked a bit unsure. Taylor caressed her index finger over my cheek. "Give me 5 minutes but you can go inside", I mumbled.

"No Iam waiting for you", it was crazy how connected I felt to her, I only know her songs but not her in person

"Iam Taylor by the way", she said with a smile. I turned around, my hips were placed on her legs, so I could look her straight in the eyes.

"Iam Y/N it's nice to meet you", I said with a smile. There was a short silence, Taylor had her hands attached to my stomach, giving me more strength.

There was a spark beetween me and her. "Can I have your phone number?" She asked me. "Of course you can", I handed her my phone so she could type in my number.

Without noticing we came each other closer and closer, as I took my phone back, I blushed.

Our nosetips were touching and I could feel her breath on my face. She smiled at me. "You owe me something, since I helped you", the smirk was growing in her face.

"Don't be shy I want to feel your lips on mine."

I layed my hand on her face, before connecting our lips. Taylors hands wandered down to my ass.

She bit my bottom lip before pulling away. "Turn around, sit beetween my legs, back against me", she demanded her voice was stern.

"Here?" I asked a bit unsure. A toilet was definitely not the best place for this. As I was in place Taylor pulled my dress up, her fingers traced over the fabric of my thong.

With every touch I got wetter and wetter. She pulled my thong to the side, then she layed her head on my shoulder. "You're my good girl now", she whispered in my ear.

Her long veiny finger slid into me. I wanted to moan but Taylor covered my mouth with her hand. "Be a good girl and be silent", she whispered seductively.

She pushed her ringfinger inside me. Her fingers were so long, every spot she touched felt so good.

Fast she started thrusting her fingers inside me. She slammed against my G-Spot, causing my back to arch.

My legs started shaking as she inserted the third finger. Taylor could feel that I was about to cum.

"Cum for me baby doll", she bit in my earlope, which brought me over the edge.

Taylors hand was still covering my mouth as the pleasure rolled like a wave over me. It was the best orgasm I've ever had.

Taylors wrapped her arm around me, to keep me stable. I breathed heavy and collapsed in her arms.

She gave me a soft kiss on my neck, before licking my juices of her fingers. "You taste good", she smiled while helping me up.

We freshend up a bit, so no one could be suspicious about the two of us.

"You're sitting at my table by the way" she chuckled as we walked back.