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Dino POV

As soon as we reach the practice room we were divided into unit.

"Dinoya did you sleep well~" Hoshi Hyung said and hug me right away while Jun and The8 Hyung just laugh.

"I miss you~" He said and I smile."Hyung we don't see each other for only one day."

"Exactly.Without you 24hrs is soooo boringgg~"

"Okay okay we get it.You missed him so much.Let's start now?" The8 Hyung said and Hoshi Hyung pout and I chuckled at his childish behavior.

"Oh but Dino what is that on your neck?" Jun Hyung said and I cover fast.Shit I forgot to wear high neck."Oh this?It's a mosquito bite." I said trying to sound believable.

Suddenly Hoshi Hyung came near to me again and take my hand away abruptly."Hyung that hurts." I whine but he didn't care.He check my neck and as soon as he saw the hickey his eyes darken.

"Who come to your house this morning?" He growled and I gulped real hard."Hoshiya he said it's a mosquito bite." Jun Hyung said regretting his words and try to calm him down.But seems like it didn't work.

"Answer me.Who come to your house this morning?" Hoshi Hyung asked me again while looking right into my soul.

"S-Seungkwan and Vernon Hyung...I also came with them you know-"

"Other than them!Who else came?" Hoshi Hyung shout and I'm confused because he seem like he already knew who came.

"SCoups Hyung but he only come to talk about Mingyu Hyung so he-" He didn't listen.He fastly get out of the room as soon as I mention SCoups Hyung.

"Dino let's go let's go!" Jun and The8 Hyung said and we all run behind Hoshi Hyung.

"I ALREADY TOLD YOU STAY AWAY FROM HIM!" Hoshi Hyung shout and strike his fist to SCoups Hyung face right away.

I was shocked.Everyone was."Vernon called Jeonghan Hyung and the vocal unit fast." Jun Hyung said and Vernon nodded and run out fast.

Hoshi Hyung grab SCoups collar and the others try to stop him.

What the hell is this?

"How dare you lay your finger on Chan again!" Hoshi Hyung shout and soon the vocal unit arrived."Dino?" Jeonghan Hyung called me and I run to him fast."H-Hyung I-I don't know what's happening.Hoshi Hyung see my hickey a-and he punch SCoups Hyung right away!"

I almost cry as I didn't know what to do."Okay stay here." He said and run to keep apart Hoshi and SCoups Hyung.

"Hoshi what do you think you're doing?He's older than you!" Jeonghan Hyung said and Hoshi Hyung finally let him go.

"You guys...I state very clear that I have feelings for Chan and I didn't want anyone of you to involved it!But as soon as I want to pursue Dino you guys came out of nowhere!"

Jeonghan Hyung try to speak but SCoups Hyung spoke."I never promise you that I would stay away from Dino.I've enough also okay?He's not yours!He can choose anyone!"

"Hyung!" Woozi Hyung warned him but Hoshi Hyung try to punch him again and finally I butt in.

"Please stop!" I cried now.What is this mess?Seventeen fight because of me?What the hell is this?I didn't want to happened it like this!

"P-Please stop fighting because of me..." I barely said but they all became quiet right away."Dino I-" Hoshi Hyung try to come near to me but I step back.

"Please...can you...please let me be me?" I asked with pleaded eyes and they all seem hurt.Well I am too.How did things happened like this?This is so frustrating.In the beginning,it was all fun and game because my idols have crush on me but now this is out of control.I need to do something or else the group itself will fall apart and I will never forgive myself if that happens.

"Jeonghannie Hyung can I ask you something?" I said and Jeonghan Hyung came near to me fast "Of course Dino.You can ask me anything."

"C-Can I take a break for one month?"

"No Dino I-"
"I'm sorry but-"

"No buts." I cut both Hoshi and SCoups Hyung right away as I've already made up my mind.

"Hyung for now I can't choose any of you.And I don't know if I ever can.So please let me be alone for one month.I'll go to my hometown and when I come back I hope I can look you all as my older brother again."

I said slowly and clearly and before anyone can speak again I get out of the room and told everyone not to follow me.

It takes around thirty minutes when I finally reach my apartment.As soon as I got in I pack my clothes hurriedly.I already book a ticket for Iksan which will leave at tomorrow.Yes.I'm that desperate to leave everything right now and then.

After about an hour or so I finally pack all my things and took out my phone.I hope no on contact me and you know what they didn't.I'm grateful because they respect my decision.I don't know if this decision is the best or not but I knew for sure that I need to get away from them as soon as possible.It's not like I hate them or anything but I need to clear up my mind.

I already got a text from my manager saying that I only got exactly 30 days and I should be back right away after that.Because of me our comeback was delay and the staff already made up a lied to the fans to cover me up.All the members were asked to take a rest too as things were so complicated these days.

I know I should feel guilty for thinking all about myself.Just for me they delay the comeback,told the fans a lied,even making the members can't do what they want but you know what I don't feel that much guilty.

I knew what Dino has gone through and I'm not strong as Dino.I need a break.I need a restart.I need to gather myself again so that I won't lose in this cruel world that even made Dino to suicide.

I just want Dino and me to be a little happier than this and find peace for all the time we have to live together.

I hope Dino won't disappoint at my decision.

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AN - im wonchanists btw:)

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