His Fantasy

Lose Me

3 months later.....

I was on tour for the last three months but now it's time to go back to the school...to him.

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I was coming from the stage as it's my last show with this band. I opened for then since my song " redlight " became viral. The last three months have been amazing. I got to perform on stage and tour with this band. It's three guys and they are amazing. Felle, Oski and Olle, they have been amazing and I couldn't be more proud of myself. Once the show is over , I go back to my hotel room, I hear a knock on my door and I open it, it's Oski. I let him in and we head to my bed.

After our intense session,  Oski holds me to him.

" I'm going to miss you Simon " he says

" I know me to " I say

" You can come with us next year..just give me a call " he says

" Oski thank you for being amazing " I say as I look up at him

" of course , I hope thing go better for u at the school to " he says

" yeah we will see , three months is a long time " i say

" if you ever need me , just call me okay?" Oski says

" of course I will" I say and we kiss deeply.

I ended sleeping with the lead singer. He was sweet and nice. I told him about school and him , he understood me and helped me get through some hard times. My mom called me while I was on my way to the school.

" mi Amor I'm so happy your coming home now " she says

" me to mom " I say

" hey did I tell you we have a therapist now at the school? It's been a success since we got one. " she says

" that's great mom" I say as I'm pulling up

" I have to go " I say as I get out of the car and Felice is in my arms. She's crying and hugging me tight

" omg Simon you look so fucking hot " she says

" thanks I worked out a lot " I said

We go into the building and go to my mom's office, my mom comes to hug me tightly and kisses my cheek

" I missed you my Amor" she says

" me to momma" I say

Once we are done in the office, me and Felice go outside where everybody is right now.  I dread seeing one person and wish I just went to my room.  I hear laughter and see august

"Omg Simon" august says and come over , I can see he has marks on his neck well...hickies.

" hey august how's it going" I say

" great been taking care of the library for when you got back" he says

" thanks I'll be coming in today to do a shift so you can have the week off since you worked it by yourself for the last few months" I say

" actually...mas.... Wilhelm was working it with me" he says as he blushes

There it is..I knew his name would come up

" oh " I say and I could tell Felice was tensed to

" yeah so if I'm off for a week that's great then but I'll see you later Simon" he says and leaves

" sorry Simon" Felice says to me as she holds my arm

" is okay Felice , I need to be okay and is it true... is he actually working in the library? " I ask