Fuck...i really messed up didnt i? now we are working on that project tonight...do i regret sleeping with him? no... but now he is going to think I'm just going to let me use me but hes got it all wrong...it wont be that easy next time. i get ready for school and head out...
Choir class is pretty basic and we do more songs, we may perform soon so we are trying out different songs. A big fair is coming. My mom is waiting for them to answer her.
Vocal class, we are now practicing my second song. I'm picking between girlfriend or lose me. She looks at me weird when I say I want to do the girlfriend one but I kind of like that one more at the moment .
" okay let's try something, if your mom gets approved for the fair then I want you to perform the girlfriend song at the fair and see how people like it." Mrs. Kristina says
" Okay deal " I say
Its lunch duty time and i get the table ready. i see the acting program come into the area, i sit down and they get their food. Erik comes up to me and talks with me.
"how's it going?" he ask
"oh you know living the dream "I say
"yeah i would be to, are you okay with me skipping the library tonight?" he asked
"of course " i say
"good, well I'm going to go eat but enjoy" he says and leaves
Henry and Wille come up to get food
"we are meeting tonight right?" Henry says
"yeah in the library" i say
"okay kool. just wanted to double check" he says and he leaves , Wille is getting his food and he gets close to me .
""you just wait till everybody leaves tonight then your mine" he says and leaves.
he thinks I'm going to let him..ha. hes in for a treat.
Lunch is done and I'm in mixed class, we start doing Felice and Wilhelm's scene,for the couple scenes we are improvising. we are being loving and passionate. i wonder if Henry will be weird with me. i watch Wille with Felice and i see the old him, the person he was with me. i feel something in the bottom in my stomach, was he just acting with me? i mean how he is being with felice..is exactly how he treated me. i could feel myself miss that so much
"i need to go to the bathroom" i say getting up quickly and i rush to the bathroom, my tears are running down my face. deep down i miss him, i hate this so much. I hear the bathroom door open and make sure I'm quiet. they got into the stall and use to the restroom, they wash their hands and leave. i wipe my face and go out to the sink. i splash my face and pat it down. i sniffle and fix myself up, i smile. i go back into the theater and sit down with them. Felice looks at me with a knowing look. she nods to go to a private area.
we go to chairs and talk.
"Simon..what's wrong" she says
"its so stupid...the way he was acting with you , that's how he treated me and it reminded me of us, its like was he just acting with me" i say
"simon..no he wasn't..he was so into you, he has always been into you. i mean even now he still looks at you the same but its like hes hiding." Felice says
"right hes made it known she's better then me" i say
"how so?" she says
"well.we have been kind of bickering at each other" i say
"Simon.did you sleep with him? She asked me intensely
"yes.." i say
"omg...when??!" she asked me
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His Fantasy
ФанфикYou have been accepted to join our entertainment program, The Eriksson Performance Arts. Our acting and choir program only accepts the most talented individuals. we take pride in our program and hope you can join us.We offer room and board. please...
