His Fantasy

Sabotage Part 2

Wilhelm POV

" my uncles gave me the whole speech about how Simon is f*g and that I'm going to catch it " I tell Mr.Skold

" how does that make you feel" he asked

" hate...I want to fight him" I say as my hands ball up

" do you feel you need to defend yourself?" He asked

" yes...if they find out then my life is over " I say

" what happens if you don't tell them at all...keep it a secrete.  In 10 years who is going to be unhappy and who will be living free no problems" he asked

" I would be the unhappy one as my uncle will be living free." I say

" so why would you make yourself so unhappy while he gets to live free and happy?" He says

" so I need to go public" I say

" why are you do obsessed with being in public eye?" He asked

" that's how it works. I need to show him to the world and not be scared of showing him off" I say

" not true Wilhelm, showing him that you are not scared of being out in public with him but to shout it to the world... you don't need to do that " he says

" what if I want to shout it out though " I say

" then if that's how you show your appreciation for him then go ahead , I just want you to know that their are other ways to make him feel valuable even if you aren't in the public eyes because hiding  can feel like you are walking on egg shells and not being able to just relax without some consequences happening . " he says

" yeah its so hard to be relaxed unless it's just me and him then it's easy" i say

" of course having alone time will be relaxing but you should feel that the whole relationship  but I know your situation is complicating. Only if your on the same page as him,  it can work but if your not then it will end  in disaster " he says

"yeah i mean i think he doesn't wanna be on the side....should i let him go? "i say as i felt so much hurt asking that

"when you said to let him go...how did that feel?" he asked

"it fucking hurts" i say 

"do you think that the right choice? Do you truly belieave letting him go will solve this" he asked

"no..honestly i cant  let him go ... hes to important" i say

"good Wilhelm.. you don't want to just throw away something just because of a road block. remember the different paths you can go on, this is a perfect example. your looking at this as you can only go two ways but its not. " he says

"why cant my family be normal" i say

"you got this Wilhelm, you have changed your ways and now you make your own path for you not for anybody else" he says

"thanks" i say

"well its time for my next appointment but just know im here for you and i belieave in you" he says as we stand up and he walks me out.

"remember Wilhelm..you can choose your own path" he says as i walk away

I go into class and i give the slip to Mr. Eriksson. he nods.

I go to get my lines and i practice them. i look over at Simon and hes painting with Erik. 

"Wilhelm " my uncle Stefan comes over to me

"hey uncle what's up" i say 

"so Damon told me about Simon" he says

"yeah..okay?" i say