His Fantasy

Redlight (Part 1)

Friday...

I woke up this morning as I know it's a big day. We have the choir performance and my solo. I get up and go take a shower. Once I'm done I go into my room and get ready in the mirror . I see Henry get up and he grabs his things , he leaves. It's been so awkward now with Henry . I mean he deserves to feel like shit after the things he said about me. I hate to say it but I miss willes touch. My body feels different when I'm hanging with Vincent. Two days since I was with Wille . Hes been avoiding me . I changed my solo song.. " birds of a feather by Billie eilish ", but it's with a piano. It suited me and I feel the song. Me and Mrs. Kristina worked on it for the last two days and she was happy with me.

I'm wearing something different today. I'm wearing black skinny jeans with a pink v cut shirt with my vans. When I look at my socks ..it reminds me of him and what he said about them. I let my curls free and put some mousse to keep the frizz away and I put on some Chapstick.

A knock on my door brings me back to reality.

I open the door and its Vincent, I give him a small smile and let him in .

" hey there handsome " he says as he kisses my forehead

" hi" I say as I get my stuff together

We head out to the breakfast area and sit down with Felice . She is looking between us and she uhms.

" what Felice " I say

" nothing I just always do that Simon " she says as I see her look over at the table beside us but I just focus on my food. I feel Vince put his hand on my back as his thumb rubs my back. We stand up and put our plates away and we go to choir.

" okay students we have the uniforms for you so please let's do this one at a time and let's get you dressed. " Mrs Kristina says and Mr.Ludvig is here to help .

The uniform is black slakes, with a white shirt and a deep purple jacket with black engravings "E.P." on the front.

I put my uniform on and wow . It's fitting and fits well on my body.

We practice all day today and once its time , we get on the bus to the event. They have a second busy for students that want to come to support. It's full from what I hear. We finally get there and we go into a room that we can practice in. We get into room and run the number a few times then we sing our solos , I don't fully belt mine since I'm saving that for the stage. We go back stage as we are next. I look in the crowd and I see him. My body feel some type of way but when Vincent touches me I don't feel it. Right now Vince is rubbing my back and I wish it was his. What's wrong with me? Vince is the perfect guy for me. He's sweet, RESPECTFUL, kind and a complete gentleman. The whole package...but something is missing.

The night before we were in the library and I was on top of him, we were kissing and I grab his hands and put them on my ass. He just held them and didn't want nothing else to do with them.

" smack my ass", I whisper in his ear and his hand flops on my ass.

" Simon I don't like that... its not my style ", he says

" not your style ?", I say

" yeah it seems disrespectful for people when they do that. I'm all about love and soft touches " he says as he trails his finger on my cheek

" yeah I guess that's true " I say as his hands wraps around me and he holds me to him. I lay my head on his shoulder and sigh.

It's time for us to go on and we step on stage and get into our places and the music starts (Hallelujah by George Frédéric Handel)