His Fantasy

His Every Night Fantasy Part 1

I wake up in bed the next morning and turn around.  I haven't seen Wille like this in a long time.  I wish we didn't have to say goodbye but it's the right thing.  I wanna tell him i love him but it hurts to much.  He pulls me close and holds me. 

" go back to bed" he says as he inhales my hair

" I was enjoying the view" I say

" oh I love the view I have" he says as he gets in top of me and gets between my legs. We kiss deeply and he makes love to me. It's so passionate and intense. He sits up and has me ride him. He holds me close and whispers sweet things to me. 

"Your so amazing....Simon...your so beauitful... so gorgeous...oh Simon, my only one" he moans in my ear

I try to not let my emotions get to me but i know this is our last time and I don't want it to be.  I go faster,  his hands tightening on my body means he's coming soon.  we both are moaning our names and  holding each other as he cums. I can feel my tears coming and going down my face and I look at him, he is doing the same thing. we just hold each other as we both cry into each other. We know it's coming to a end.

"Simon...." he whispers

" yes?" I whisper back to him

"I....I..." he shudders

My dorm room opens, Henry comes in and looks at us. He slowly backs away and closes the door. We didn't even flitch even though I'm naked on top of him. I didnt care he saw us and Wille didn't care either .it felt nice to just not care. We look at each other and laugh.

It's almost school time and I dread it. I wish we could just stay in this bubble we have made but we cant. We both get up and get dressed. I go into the mirror and he comes to hold me watching me get ready.

: I miss this " he says

I just smile at him as I put my hands on his. He has tears going down his face now. I try my hardest to not join him since I just did my makeup but of course I couldn't. I turn around and hold him again. I look up at him and he looks at me.

" I need you one more time " he says as he takes me to the bed .

It was more once and he pleased me until I couldn't go anymore. We both get up and get dressed again. I walk him to my door. We just stand there and just look at each other.

" Simon, maybe it doesn't need to " he says as his hand comes to my arm holding it

" Wille, you know it's to complicating and it's not good for the both of us...its not healthy" i say

" but Simon, why are you giving up on us " he asked with tears down his face

" I'm not giving up on us Wille, I'm giving up on the situation.. we both deserve to be happy and not be in this  situation we are in. Once we are done with this program , we both will go do big things and us being together isn't going to help that especially for you. I'm willing to sacrifice my love for you for your dreams " I say , we both are crying into our arms again. I kind of told him but I don't think he realized which I'm happy for but now I have finally said it.

" Simon ill never be fully happy, not without you " he says

" yes your dreams will finally come true Wille , you will be happy , I promise" I say

We are stalling and its almost class time.

" my mom going to kill me if I don't get class soon" I say to him

" moms right?" He says

" yes moms" I say

We grab our stuff and he head to class. The hallways are empty and people are in class now.  We reach the end where we go the opposite directions. We were holding hands. He pulls me in a tight hug and I hug him back . He kisses me deeply as I do. We pull away and still holding hands until we were walking in the opposite ways from each other. I wanted to turn back around and hold him again but I need to be strong.