His Fantasy

Luz Roja (Red Light) Part 1

Waking up this morning was hard. I knew that he was leaving me. I get up and go look in the mirror. I fix myself up and prepare myself for what's going to happen. I get dressed and do my hair , I put this oil on my neck called "LUNCH"  and spray my cologne called "INTRO". I go down stairs and go outside in the front. I see him put his bag into a car and he looks at the school then down at me. I have my arms crossed and seeing what he is going to do. Will he at least come say goodbye or be a pussy, yeah I said that. He just stood there and stairs at me.. I at least deserve a goodbye. He starts to walk my way but then he stops, he turns around and gets into the car. I watch as it drives off in the distance. Tears run down my face as I felt like absolute shit. I wasn't even worth a goodbye to him. I wipe my face and feel someone touch my shoulder and it was Erik. He pulls me in and hugs me tight.

" I know.... Simon I saw" he says

" what are u doing out here " I ask looking around

" well I remember you saying he was leaving today so I thought you would need a friend " he says

" he didn't even say goodbye to me...last night he was his old self to...like wtf " I say

" yeah sounds about right. They always go back to their old ways" he says

" thank you for being here with me, i needed this" i say

" come on lets go eat something,  and your not fighting me sir ,ur eating " he says looking at me stern

" fine " I say as he takes me into the building and into the breakfast area.

Wilson POV

I look back as I'm driving off and i see him , i have tears running down my face. I see Erik come to him in the distance and I turn back around. This is for the best and I need to let him go. My family  is going to be out in the world now and I'm part of the young family and I hate it but I'll always be associated and I didn't want that for him. Seeing how disappointed he was when he heard my uncles I never realized how horrible it was until I saw how he looked at me. 

Once his father came out and was yelling at them and then my parents looked so disappointed.  Everybody was disappointed and I'm the cause  of all this. This is happening because I'm with Simon. I could never see that face from him again.. It hurt so much.  Everything was foggy in my head and I see Simon talking to me but I couldn't deal with the disappointment anymore.  I finally hear him to breathe and I took one. Once we are in the changing room,  I just think...I'm at fault here, its all my fault.. he will always be in this with me..all of sudden I felt numb and free...I haven't felt this in a long time. I look up at him and I decided, he deserves better and I'm leaving now
This is my last time with him and I'm going to make it the most.

Felice POV

" HE FUCKING LEFT SIMON???!!! " i yell as Henry told me this morning in my room

" yeah Felice he just fucking dipped" he says

" I can't believe him.. after everything Simon has been though , he fucking leaves him... what a pussy " I say crossing my arms

" I know Felice but we just need to let it runs its course and be there for Simon" he says to me

" he has Erik now " i say

" yeah maybe but Simon, I think need to focus on himself and his career" he says

" yeah " i say looking down

" Felice..what happened.. you have been so distance from me.. I miss u "  he says as he comes to me and holds me

" Henry I'm sorry ...I just ... do you love me?" I ask

" yes Felice I do " he says

" I'm pregnant Henry " I say and I look at him. He just sits there looking at me.