I love this song...

Part ten: the devil you know

I woke up to 45 missed calls from Jake and 78 missed messages. He just kept saying sorry and to answer him, and he was worried about me.

I was so pissed. I turned my phone off and went to Sarah's to explain what happened.

Sarah was so nice about everything and I ended up staying the night.

We drank and watched sad movies until we both fell asleep crying.

I am so grateful to have a supportive friend like her, she would do anything for me and I'd do the same.

We woke up the next morning to the sound of her dog barking to be let outside. We both laughed and let her out.

"Hey, let's go get coffee, on me." Sarah suggested.

"You don't have to do that."

"Yes I do. A man just broke your heart, the least I could do is buy you an espresso and a muffin."

With a sigh, "ok ok let's go."

We went to Starbucks because there was one in the downstairs of her apartment building. It was nice, we just ate in silence.

"I think I should head back home."

"Are you sure? You know you can stay as long as you want"

"No... I should leave I have work to do."

"Ok well call me whenever."

"Thank you, love you" I say while hugging her.

I went home and worked the rest of the day then cried all night.

I don't know what I'm going to do.