I love this song...

Part eleven: and drown it out

Two weeks had gone by and I told Jake to just leave me alone. I didn't wanna talk about it over the phone or at all. He said he'd stop calling and texting only if I promised to meet with him when he got home. I agreed only to get him off my back.

I spent my days working, and working, and working. There was nothing else for me to do. I guess me and Sarah went out a few times but other than that I would just work, sleep, repeat.

Another few weeks past and I decided that I spent enough time being sad, so I called Sarah and we went to the club.

We are not clubbing people but I needed to take my mind off work and Jake. It had been an entire month without him and I didn't want to be the type of girl to sit and pine over a man I didn't have anymore.

"Cute outfit!" I said to Sarah at the door.

"Can't say the same for you, what are you wearing Beth?"

"Uhm a dress?"

I was wearing a baby blue sundress with little flowers on it. It was a cute dress.

"Bitch we are clubbing not going to a damn baby shower."

"Alright asshole, what am I supposed to wear?"

"Something hot, not cute."

"Fine, go pick something out."

"Yes!"

Sarah picked out the two smallest pieces of clothing I own besides my underwear.

"Sarah..... what is this?" I said walking out of my room.

"A club fit, now cmon we are late."

"Fine. This better not fall off me when I dance."

"God... it won't. Now get in the car."

We drove to the club. Couple miles away and I immediately hated being there, too many drunk people touching each other... it was gross too. Smelled like shit and alcohol all in one cute package wrapped in meth.

"Cmonnnnn Beth dance!" Sarah yelled over the music.

"Yeah, no I'm fine right here."

"The whole point of tonight is to not think, and you're thinking."

"I guess you're right but one of us has to drive, and it's defiantly not you."

" I didn't say drink, I said dance!"

Sarah grabbed my arm and led me to the middle of the room. It was crazy, people were jumping and dancing and making out all at once. Finally a song I knew came on so I was starting to have a little fun.

As the night went on they played banger after banger, it was awesome. We had a shit ton of fun dancing and singing.

Then it was 11pm and I did not wanna see the AM crowd so we left. I drove the both of us to my place and we crashed. Sarah was drunk as fuck so I let her sleep on my bed so she wouldn't fall off my small couch.

"Ya know.... Jake called me while we were dancing...... he said to put you on the phone.... I told him...... I..... I ....... I said you were too busy partying to talk to him.... And you are a new woman......... no need for a dickhead like him anymore......" Sarah mumbled, half asleep.

"Oh my gosh, he called you? Did he seem worried?"

"Eh maybe a little...... I don't know... goodnight, love you...." She said with a drunk smile.

I left my room to call and make sure he wasn't dead or something but before I could dial I heard a knock on the door.