Broken Without You

Chapter 8

The songs for this chapter are:

"Tear in my heart" - Twenty One Pilots
" I wish " - One Direction

Neymar stepped back quickly, knowing what he had done he apologized immediately, "I'm sorry." "I think we should go" you say biting your lip. He nodded, the karaoke buzz long gone. In the car he was quick to turn on the radio but that could not stop the awkward atmosphere enveloping both of you. "I had a lot of fun tonight, (y/n)" he admits. "Me too" you smile, truthfully it had been awhile since you had really enjoyed yourself like that. It was a night to remember, for more reason than one, because Neymar had stolen your first kiss too. "I want to hang out again" he said stealing a glance at you. "I don't know if that's such a good idea" you say fiddling with the seatbelt. "Why? I won't kiss you again. Not unless you beg" he winks. "I think you would" you laugh. "I have to start an essay that's due this Friday and I uh have to text Rafinha back" you mumble. "When you free up your schedule and get back to your lovers feel free to contact me. I'm prepared to wait" Neymar murmurs. The school lights are now visible. Neymar walks you to your dorm, and just as you are laughing over another one of Neymars jokes about your new zayn voice, you spot Rafinha in your hallway. "Rafinha!" Neymar calls out. You pray Rafinha doesn't turn, but he does, and to say he looks surprised to see you with Neymar would be an understatement. "What are you doing here?" Neymar asks, clapping his back. "I could ask the same" he says shrugging out of Neymars hold. He looks at him and then at you, a look of hurt crossing his face, but it is a very fleeting look, and he hides it under the dark hallway. "Me and (y/n) just had a crazy night" Neymar grins. Rafinha raises his eyebrows. "Karaoke" you say before Neymars words go misinterpreted. "You should have seen her sing, rafi she was great" Neymar says proudly. "I didn't know you guys were uh close?" Rafinha questions. "We decided to hang out for you. We wanted to get along so you can stop going to dances alone" Neymar cackles. Rafinha smiles, "very funny. Well I gotta go, let you guys catch up" Neymar says. "Goodnight (y/n)." Neymar walks off into the darkness. You look at Rafinha, thousands of words needed to be spoken. You just stare at him, and he finally does," why did you leave the party without me" he asks. "I saw you go into the kitchen with another girl" you respond. "Look, you start, cutting off his explanation, " that day at the coffee place, the invite to the game I thought there was something. I'm not into rude stunts like that, if you didn't want me to fall you shouldn't have held my hand or worn that stupid see through shirt okay?" It's okay if you don't like me like that but it was mean of you to leave me alone at the party when you knew Neymar was going to try and hurt me." You finish. "Did he?" Rafinha asks. "Did he what?" "Hurt me? No, unlike you he apologized the next day." You cross your arms. "I wish he would have" he whispers. "What?" You ask. "Because then I wouldn't have to worry about my best friend falling for my girlfriend. He leans down and you kiss a different set of lips in the same night. Rafinhas kiss is not short, or innocent like Neymars. He holds you and you both kiss passionately against your door. You only stop when you nearly fall through the door, and wake Jenny. "It's been a long night, can we talk tomorrow?" You say stroking his cheek. "Will you text me back this time?" He asks. "Maybe" you shrug and with that you disappear inside hearing him laugh in the hallway.