Broken Without You

Chapter 12

The songs for this chapter are
"Stars Dance" - Selena Gomez
" Feelings" - maroon 5
"Shut up and Dance"- walk the moon
If you want me, let me take you home and use you. I know he doesn't satisfy you like I do. And does he know that there's nobody quite like you? So let me tell you all the things he never told you. I've got these feelings for you, and i can't help myself no more. Can't fight these feelings for you, no I can't help myself no more.
After the much awaited athletic training presentation, you and Neymar bow to the classes' applause. "Very nice work, thank you guys" Mr. Bartra says. "The pictures were excellent Neymar." He adds. Neymar laughs it off, besides he knows he did a decent amount of work. Truthfully, you were quite impressed by his working skills. Outside the field, he didn't disappoint either. At the end of class you are about to congratulate him when you see him leaving with a very familiar girl with blonde hair. They are laughing together and when she turns to whisper something in his ear, you remember the girl that sang the night of karaoke, Avery. "They're together now huh?" You ask Rafinha, as he walk you to English class. "Yeah apparently he's taking her to the school dance, I guess that's supposed to make it official" he jokes. "Hmm," you say absentmindedly, running your fingers through his hair. He closes his eyes, and quickly opens them, "hey! Come with me to the dance!?" He asks excitedly. "I wish I could but I'm organizing a bake sale" you reply. "Also, don't you have other things to be more worried about than a dumb school dance" you keep going. "You'll always be my priority" he murmurs kissing your cheek. "Save me a dance at least?" He questions. "Sure" you accept. Getting ready for the dance is a hassle, the question is, should you still dress up even if you aren't actually going to the actual dance? "Yes, put this on, cmon you'll look gorgeous" says Jenny, throwing a blue dress at you. "I'm going to be selling cupcakes, not dancing though" you disagree. "It's your first dance with Rafinha, you need to look amazing!" She insists. Sighing, you slip on the dress and let Jenny do your makeup and a casual but cute updo with your hair. "Wow" she breathes looking at you. The updo turned out looking very elegant, exposing your neck, to which Jenny quickly fixes with a silver necklace. The bake sale is a huge success for you, which you expected seeing as the banana ones were your specialty. The dance is beautifully decorated and the music is not half bad. Seeing Neymar arrive with his date hurts you, but you quickly focus your attention on another gentleman that has just arrived too. He's wearing a gray collared shirt and black dress pants. He's also wearing the cutest smile when he finally sees you and walks over, throwing his arms around you. The action does not go unnoticed by Neymar, who walks by extremely quickly with his date. Rafinha has on a cologne that makes you want to drag him to the dance floor and never let him go. "You look great baby" he sighs contentedly. "So do you, you're glowing!" He laughs and lets go of you. Heading to the dance floor, you get excited when your favorite walk the moon song starts playing. Rafinha loves the way you dance and you jump up and down to the lyrics. She took my arm, i don't know how it happened, we took the floor and she said oh don't you dare look back just keep your eyes on me, i said you're holding back, she said shut up and dance with me. You're breathless when it's over and kiss Rafinha in front of everyone!! He holds you close for the next song, and despite the drama, you're really glad you met this enchanting boy. The drug ordeal really made you appreciate his kindness more, the though of him cheating repulsed you, and now that you knew the truth, you instantly forgave him, wishing you could shield him from the evils of Brooke. Unfortunately, when you speak of the devil...
"What the hell is she doing here" Rafinha asks angrily. "Calm down" you hold his hand. She winks at you both and slips past you, motioning for Rafinha to follow. "I, I have to.." He looks down at his feet. "I trust you, go ahead" you say quietly. He turns and follows the demon. You return to the refreshments table and start packing up your cupcakes, ready to look for your boyfriend when a tan hand steals one of your cupcakes. "Hey!" You object, and find yourself staring at Neymar. "Why didn't you save me a dance?" He raises his eyebrows. "We're not here together, If I recall correctly you came with Avery" you state coldly. "Don't tell me you're jealous" he breathes, moving closer to you. "I'm not" you whisper back."now leave, before my boyfriend finds you here antagonizing me" you threaten. "You look really good tonight, I wish I would have came here with you. " he replies, running his index finger across your collar bone, and across your jawline. Before you can say another word, Rafinha is throwing Neymar across the refreshments table. He flies back, landing on the bowl of punch. "Stop it!" You yell. Rafinha is heading for Neymar and starts punching him. "Get off him, Rafinha!" You shout. Luckily  Neymar manages to get him off but they don't stop fighting until you mange to put yourself between them. They stop immediately, and Neymar wipes off some blood from his nose. Rafinha has a few cuts but it is clear who won that fight at least. The three of you get asked to leave, (or pushed out the door) cupcakes included. Once outside you punch both of them on their arm, and they don't even flinch. "What the hell were you guys thinking?" You shout at them. Neymar is drenched in fruit punch and walks away, but you walk after him. "Why did you do that? You probably hurt Avery, now her night is ruined" you admonish him. He looks at you with his blazing hazel eyes, "forget everything I said okay, I'm not good for you, get back to your boyfriend now" he slips into his car but you stop him from closing the door. He stares at the ceiling of his car refusing to look at you. "Did you mean what you said in there?" You ask quietly. "It doesn't matter" he finally looks at you. "Because whatever I do, whoever I'm with to make you jealous, you're always going to prefer him. Not that i blame you" he shuts his car door. "If you were a good person, you'd fight for me cleanly, you'd admit your feelings like a man, and wait for my response, not try to kiss me while my boyfriends back is turned" you say fiercely. "That's the thing, I'm not a good person" he turns on his car, and drives away.