The song for this chapter is:
"Without You"- Lana Del Rey
Despite your pained heart, you sit Rafinha down and tell him you need to break up with him. "I don't understand" he frowned. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks. You explain that ever since you got to this school, the intense drama that came with being involved with him and Neymar, has kept you from exploring the actual city, and focusing on your future in Spain.
"I need to focus on school for awhile, and you need to figure things out with Neymar. Now that you are his brother, you need to learn to get along, and I'm just complicating things" you reply, running your fingers through his soft curly mess of hair. This is something you had ached to do since you met him, and the action clearly doesn't go unnoticed by the fluttering in your stomach.
"I'm not saying it's forever, but I want us to fix things before we end them messily. I really care about you Rafi, so much, but we need to be ready to make this sacrifice. For each other" you finally finish.
"I guess you're right. We do need to figure this all out. It just hurts to think for us to be apart, again" he remarks.
"When we get back together, there will be nothing that will come between us again, okay?" You hold out your pinky, as one must do in these situations.
Taking your pinky In his, he holds it and wipes away a tear from your cheek.
"Come back to me" he pleads.
"I will baby" you caress his worried face, yearning to press your lips against his.
" I'm broken without you, (y/n)" he admits.
" I love you Rafinha" you state, and it's true, despite all the crazy roller coasters this trip has taken you on, you want to start a life here in Spain, one that he will be a part of. Its crazy and intense and foolish, but very true.
"Will you at least come to the wedding?" "It'll be in a few months, after finals"
" Of course" you remark, holding your hands in his.
You stay that way for awhile, no words needed, just the mutual understanding that despite the difficulties and obstacles sure to cross their way into your paths, his path and yours were intertwined, and there would be another crossing, soon.
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Broken Without You
Fanfiction(Y/n) is just a regular girl looking forward to a semester full of learning in her new school in Barcelona. What she never expected was a love triangle with two of the most amazing people she had ever met, Neymar and Rafinha. Her adventures in Barce...
