[BL] Tired Of Living As An Omega

Chapter 23

Seong Chan-young appeared in the dream. Not the vicious and shameless Seong Chan-young of the past, but the weak Seong Chan-young, who was dying with only bones and skin left, walking hard toward Do-jun.

'Even so, his eyes are the same as before.......'

I was in a bad mood.

On the very first and last day of the two of them quietly finishing a meal together, the black eyes he had seen at that time were still contained in Seong Chan-young's eyes in the nightmare.

In the dream, Seong Chan-young asked Baek Do-jun with his chapped lips, his pupils nearly closing.

[You feel relieved now that I'm gone, right?]

[You always wanted me to die miserably or disappear.]

[How does it feel? To have your wish fulfilled.]

"......I never wanted you to die like this."

[Lie.]

The end of the dream was always the same. When Do-jun denied Chan-young's words that he did not want Chan-young's death or unhappiness, Chan-young immediately laughed at him and spilled red blood from his mouth and nose.

[It was you who wanted me to die more than anyone else.]

"......No."

[Be honest. This is your dream. It's a place where your imagination is embodied.]

Especially because you hated and despised me horribly.

"Stop it."

'This is a dream anyway. A dream that is all gone when you wake up.'

When Do-jun tried to escape thinking that way, Chan-young, who vomited blood, approached him and hugged him. Even though he looked like a completely sick person, his strength was like that of a strong bulky man, so he couldn't shake off his hand.

"Let go of me!"

As soon as I tried to escape from Seong Chan-young, who was laughing out of displeasure, the laughter suddenly stopped and stared at him with a sad crying face.

[I want to live, Do-jun ah.]

"You...."

As soon as Do-jun saw his eyes full of tears, he had no choice but to freeze. It was the appearance of "Changed Chan-young" that Do-jun remembered.

[Can you come and find me?]

Chan-young in the dream looked so pathetic and sobbed against Do-jun. Do-jun tried to hug Chan-young without realizing it because he was as pitiful as a wounded young bird.

However, by that time, the former image of Chan-young, who was evil like a ghost, revived and laughed at him with a bloody face.

[Can I say that you don't have a heart for me?]

You can't get away from me forever. Like a dog that's already used to a leash and doesn't run outside.

"No!"

The dream was always over after the hideous whispers of Seong Chan-young, like a curse.

'I can't help but dream like this.'

At first, Do-jun thought he was dreaming of Seong Chan-young simply because of the discomfort left in his mind by the phone call between Chairman Seong. It's because of an uneasy feeling, which he couldn't even know.