[BL] Tired Of Living As An Omega

Chapter 67

Old emotions were already faltering. Since Seong Chan-young abruptly announced his farewell and left, they have been agitated.

Seong Chan-young's seizure ignited his emotions. And he raised his honest feelings that he was attracted to Seong Chan-young to the surface, bringing him to a new phase.

'I'm jealous of Yoo Yi-seo.'

Baek Do-jun thought so as he shoveled the soil.

Chae Yoon-chan, Joo Tae-kang, and Baek Do-jun were confused and distressed because they achieved some level of awareness. Seong Chan-young was not something they could easily capture, even if they had feelings for him.

They had a lot, but Chan-young had more than that in terms of background. In addition, what Chan-young needed was farming. The act of touching the soil, sowing seeds, and feeling the pleasure of harvesting.

It was not something that could be achieved by using other people's hands. Chan-young did not allow others to intervene, but it would not look good if the alphas made a gap of forcedness and squeezed in.

On top of that, Baek Do-jun failed to maintain his faith as Seong Chan-young's former fiance. It may have been said that he was only a fiancé, but it became ambiguous to see his face because it was true that he had Seo Eun-soo in mind and followed him around.

'Would it have been better if I hadn't realized my feelings?'

So Baek Do-jun envied Yoo Yi-seo. In Baek Do-jun's view, Yoo Yi-seo also felt good feelings towards Chan-yeong as a human being, not as a toy, but it was because he clearly felt that he was denying it.

It didn't matter where this affection was born. It could be said that it was a hypocritical feeling of compassion and regret caused by Chan-young's illness.

Anyway, it was true that he wanted to protect him right away.

However, Yoo Yi-seo was still sticking to his cold attitude in front of Chan-young, perhaps covering his own eyes.

"How far will that go?"

"Huh? What did you say, Baek Do-jun?"

"Nothing."

Baek Do-jun could be sure. In the not-too-distant future, even Yoo Yi-seo will eventually acknowledge his own heart and flounder in the same whirlwind of emotions as other alphas.

'By that time, we could fight amongst ourselves.'

Now Yoo Yi-seo's maintaining the sloppy union form that he's been frozen in, but he thought that if all the alphas realized his mind, they might struggle to push each other away.

The thought that Chan-young would be very happy if such a day came crossed Baek Do-jun's mind.

Because Sung Chan-young doesn't love them.

Like how he doesn't know how to properly care for himself.

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No one touched me, considering I came out with a lot of fear.

"I thought Yoo Yi-seo would hear something when I came out because he was guarding the door, but it didn't turn out to be the case."

It was good to happily water the vegetables that came out as big as fingers in the garden, but I was on edge like cacti the whole time.

I hated friction between people. The best thing after comeing down to the countryside was that I was given plenty of time alone.

Loneliness was tolerable because it was an emotion that I got used to while staying in the hospital room when I was sick. I hated it the most when people clashed in the aftermath of unnecessary negative emotions.