[BL] Tired Of Living As An Omega

Chapter 86

"You really didn't know? I don't think so."

"I didn't know......."

"You're not fool. What's with that reaction? It's not like you're a person who's never been in a relationship before."

"......."

'That's right.'

If I say it's my first time like this, Yoo Yi-seo will laugh at me......

'I have been solo since birth.'

Dating? Such things are also the sweet fruits of life that can only be overcome by being healthy. There's no way a person who goes in and out of the hospital on a fictitious day has time to have a relationship. Who would even like me? The situation itself was so awkward.

"Think about it carefully. I wonder if you really didn't know anything."

"That....."

I was so embarrassed that I couldn't say anything. It was even more so because there was nothing to point out.

It was shocking that they liked me, but what was more surprising than that was myself, who vaguely recognized this possibility.

"Seeing as you weren't that surprised, I guess it wasn't like you didn't know anything."

Yoo Yi-seo teased with his cheeky mouth. I could feel the blush rising on my cheek. I pushed Yoo Yi-seo's chest.

"......noisy."

"So cruel. You know, it's something you can't do to your opponent, right? Pretending not to know even though you know it."

What are you talking about?

"......That's not what you're supposed to say."

Is a dog covered in poop a dog covered in bran? Oh, no. I'm not saying I'm a dog with bran.

"All right......."

"General, I know you're offended, but I'm just saying what I have to say to your master."

"Bark!"

"Is that so? Well, that's not what I'm saying. But you, who are trying to remain oblivious right now, seem to need someone to tell you this."

"Thank you for that. It brings tears to my eyes......."

It was true that I wanted to pretend not to know. It was my sincere heart that came out when I forced myself to reveal my feelings that I didn't want to be conscious of.

'I don't know how to deal with this kind of affection.'

I thought I was straight. Because most people are. I thought it would be the same even if I didn't have any romantic experiences.

However, when I was with these rotten alphas, there were times when I felt a storm in my heart. Even if it was a very calm wave, it shook me little by little, who had not yet given my full heart to the world.

'But I'm not really Seong Chan-young.'

I remember a horrible, vivid nightmare. There is a man not far away who may be real Seong Chan-young. I'm a fake. My roots are not here, and no matter how much I hide the truth, even my conscience cannot be deceived.

I'm not shameless, and I didn't want to be drunk with love that I couldn't give back.

"Once the positions were reversed, I realized how bad this was. After all, people only know when they experience it themselves."