[BL] Tired Of Living As An Omega

Chapter 101

Chae Yoon-chan, Joo Tae-kang, Yoo Yi-seo, and Seo Eun-soo were silent. Even Baek Do-jun, who knew that Chan-young tried to end his life by making an extreme choice, could not raise his head with his face twisted.

'He just wanted to be happy.'

It was a pity that Chan-young, who spoke with a bright smile, looked very lonely. At the same time, they felt sorry, thinking about Chan-young feeling very uncomfortable after he was forced to live with them.

They had not forgotten that they had previously been bothered by the presence of Seong Chan-young. There was a time when they wished Sung Chan-young would disappear.

'But I never thought it would really come true.....'

It was Seong Chan-young who left after clearing up all the karma he had committed against Baek Do-jun, Yoo Yi-seo, Chae Yoon-chan, and Joo Tae-kang. They were the ones who persistently followed him and bothered him.

Guilt and shame poured in at the thought that they had copied the same actions Seong Chan-young had made towards them.

Up until just now, the alphas thought they had saved Chan-young, who was weighed down by heat cycles and strange forces. But when they heard the story, they felt like their worlds have been flipped.

They wonder if Seong Chan-young was in danger because they were staying here.

"......we didn't know that."

"It's all right. Well......It was true that it was annoying, but thanks to you, I had the opportunity to talk about it in a good way."

'He said we are annoying...'

Their minds were so full of guilt that they only heard the word 'annoyance' and not the entire sentence.

Joo Tae-kang coughed and Chae Yoon-chan buried his face in his hands since there was no hole for him to hide. Seo Eun-soo, who always asked, 'Not me, right?' while he stayed by Chan-young's side, using the excuse of the alphas not leaving, also bit his red lips tightly.

Chan-young smiled brightly after noticing their subdued atmosphere.

"It was really annoying. Even if I ordered you to do hard farming, even if General barked at you to go away, even if I forced you to cook and eat on his own, you all persisted."

"......I'm so sorry."

Baek Do-jun apologized on behalf of other alphas who couldn't say anything. Chan-young shook his head after hearing him.

"No. You don't have to apologize. When I lost my mind earlier, I realized that I was... very lonely."

"You did?"

"I wanted to be alone, but I thought it was okay because I was doing what I wanted to do. I had a regret that I thought I left everything behind. I wanted to be loved."

"I wanted to be alone. At first, I thought I was doing great because I was doing what I wanted to do..... But I had this lingering regret when I realized I would be leaving everything behind. I wanted to be loved."

To be loved. They felt heartbroken by the word.

In the story that Seong Chan-young revealed, he was in a situation where he had no choice but to starve for affection. As they learned where his twisted jealousy and greed came from, new feelings of pity and sympathy were added to the unpleasant memories of the past.

The affection they had accumulated for Seong Chan-young after coming down here became an ignition and made them say what they really wanted to say.