Five

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When almost everyone was leaving to Cleveland today for DigiFest. I decided that today was the day I'm going back home for good. Luckily Nate wasn't home. I couldn't stay at Nash's house, the Jack's, or Nate's. It just brought so many memories with Sammy. He was my first for almost everything. I love him but I wanna forgive him but they boys will never let me do that. Nobody knows I'm leaving back home but Sierra. Before I left Nate's place, I made a video.

"Whats up guys!? Its Gabby Dallas here. I know today, I'm supposed to post a cover today but I'm gonna start a little differently." I look down. "I decided that I'm moving back home for good. I will still being doing YouTube videos, Vine, and any social media. I wont be touring though. I know, what about the international tour?! I talked to the everybody and they thought it was best I went back home also. I know everyone is gonna ask why I'm going back home. I'm going back home because I need time. I need time to see who I really am. I also have something to say. This is something that I have kept from some people and you guys too since I came back from Hawaii. I'm pregnant. And I think going back home will help the fact that Sammy and I aren't together. I just want you guys to know that I'm sorry. That I wont be touring to meet you guys. To see each beautiful smile of everyone in this world. I'm really sorry. But just know that I love you guys with all my heart. Not matter what." I had tears coming out my eyes. I just look at the camera. "I love you guys." I mouth. I start to clean off my tears.

"I'm doing a cover of The Scientist by Coldplay." I press play on my laptop for the background music which I'm gonna edit in later.

"Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles; coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science; science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh" I sang with tears coming out of my eyes.

"I love you guys never forget that. See you next Friday." I blow a kiss and cover the camera. I thought I turned off the camera but I didn't and it recorded my break down.

"Why would he do this to me? All I ever did was try to be a perfect girlfriend! One year together and it meant nothing to him!!!!" I started to cry more. Sitting next to me was a picture of Sammy and I. The frame was just glass. I got it and threw at the wall. Then I seen the camera was on and turned it off. Sierra said she was making a YouTube video so she would come pick me up in like 2 hours. I already had everything packed. I decided to just edit the video. I put the breakdown after the ending ending intro where it says to watch my last week video and follow my social media. Once I was finishing the YouTube video, Nate came back home with John.

"Gabby, what happened?!" He said pointing to the glass all over the floor and the picture that was ripped in two pieces. I was waiting til the video post it and by the time he finished that sentence, it posted.

"Answer my question!!!" I just stayed quiet. There was a door knock and John opened.

"Is Gabby here?" He nods. Sierra comes inside.

"You ready?" I nod. I grab my two big suitcase and she grabs the box of things I had like perfume, curly iron, etc.

I was finally in the car. I turned off my phone cause I kept getting texts and calls from Nate and John. My favorite song was playing and I wasn't even happy to sing or dance it. I was just so sad. Everything is just so ugh. Like I don't even want to talk or eat. Sierra puts the volume down on the radio.

"Okay whats wrong with you? I get it that your pregnant and your not gonna tour anymore. Its just not cool anymore. I love you but man you need something."

"He cheated on me."

"Wait what?" She looked at me then back to the road.

"He cheated on me and I'm pregnant with his baby god sakes!" I look out the window.

"Have you told Cameron? I mean so he can you know?"

"To beat him up? Gilinsky and Nate already did that."

"How about we get Panera?" (Creds to my girl, Viv. Follow her on vine panera_wilk)

"He loved that!!" I whined.

"How about Yogurtland?"

"Yaaassss!!!" Once we got back home, we went to Yogurtland and a fan seen us.

"Congrats Gabby. I'm sorry about Sammy." I hug her and cry on her shoulder. She was crying on mine too. She was like 16 and was with her mom.

"Sit with us. Momma, you can sit with us too." They sat down.

"Whats your name?"

"Vivan."

"Beautiful name. So how old are you Viv?"

"Thank you. I'm 16."

"I knew it." She giggles. We talk for an hour while we eat out yogurt. I followed her on Twitter. I gave her my number but I told her to never give to anybody. Sierra and I went back home. I went straight to my room. I put Netflix on. I watch til I felt sleepy. Its been a long day.

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