ISHWASA : His warrior Begam

43. ISHWASA MET THE PHYSICIAN

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 The last night was so silent and in the morning too, he was so distant. He just kissed my forehead that too without even smiling at me and left for court. He did not make me ready as he do usually nor he teased me. He was so serious and silent. And I hate it.

I like his old self only.

I went out to do my work as usual but our conversation, his words were clouded on my brain too much. My ears were ringing with his baritone voice and the way he described worshipping me was making me shiver. He is not around right now but this wetness between my legs is there. But why now?

His description of love was mesmerising. Do he love me this much? 

Oh my god!!

But I too felt something. When he was away from me during the war, I want to just see him only. I was longing for his one glimpse. I too sleep with his overcoat every night. Because that has his fragrance, which sooth my each and every nerve and act like a sweet lullaby to me. I am feeling timid to admit but I do love when he make me sit on his lap, his warmth sent waves of satisfaction and comfort in me. Is it okay for me to admit that I too want to kiss him whenever I see him?.

 According to him all these things indicates towards love.

So do I love him?

Do I?

My cheeks warmed by the mere thought and my heartbeats picked up the pace. I fumbled with the feather in my hand that I was using to write on the page. All the sensations kicked in and I felt goosebumps on my body. My cheeks heated up and I bit my bottom lip to prevent me from smiling.

I was in my own world when I saw shahbaaz bhaisa walking very fast toward the court room. He saw me and greeted me while I reciprocated. He was not ready properly and his eyes were slight red while eye bags were under them as well so I asked," Are you fine bhaisa?"

"I am fine angel its just my baby did not let me sleep for almost whole night. She got slight fever late night and I was just taking care of her." He replied while smiling so brightly.

"Is she fine now?" I asked looking at him and he nodded while saying," She does not have fever and I filled her tummy for now. I left her under care of Rukhsar apa, she is very polite and I know she will handle her properly. Beside her I can not trust anyone with my little flower."

"Okay, and do not worry bhaisa, I will also go and check upon her in between." I said and he caressed my head while chuckling and said," You just take care of yourself, that is enough for me. If you join them, I need to appoint one attendee to take care of you as well." 

I glared at him while whining," Bhaisaaaa..."

He hit my head lightly and went hurriedly to court. He is late and I made him more now he will get good scolding from shahenshah. I am happy. Cruel me!