ISHWASA : His warrior Begam

31. HIS GIFT!!

I sat along with my maasa to have some chit chat. 

"How are you doll?" She asked and I hugged her tightly while saying I am good maasa. She caressed my head while tears gathered in my eyes.

"I miss you so much" I sobbed in her arms and she too cried with me but composed herself instantly. She cupped my face and asked," Is everyone treating you well here?"

I nodded while saying," Yes maasa, everyone is good. Ammi jaan is like you, she loves me so much and Arham and Shahbaaz sir are like brothers to me. They sometimes strict and sometimes very soft. But I know they love me."

"And what about shahenshah?" She asked and I grinned widely while saying,

"He is the best maasa. He bring jalebies for me every another day and allowed me fencing practice in the garden and gifted me a beautiful dagger as well. He gifted me many other things too. And he say that I am precious to him and he loves me." I finished my rant while she listened me smilingly.

She kissed my forehead and I said," He kiss me too on my forehead every morning and before sleeping as well maasa." She chuckled and said," I am very contended doll, he is the right choice for you." 

"Oh I forget to ask, Begam sahiba told me that you got periods doll." She asked me and I felt timid all of sudden and just nodded my head.

"No need to feel shy doll, I am your maasa, tell me did you feel unbearable pain or something unusual before or after the menstruations?" She asked and I said to her," I feel so much pain everytime but Shahenshah is there always, he message my belly and legs too. I was so scared when I bled for the first time but Shahenshah made me understand the facts and gave me paddings too.  He brings me different food items to eat as well."

"Jawai sa told you about menstruations and message you as well?" SHe asked shockingly. I nodded not understanding her sudden shift of emotions.

"Gudiya but we should not talk about such things with men." She said to me and I replied," But shahenshah said he is my husband and I need to tell every little big thing to him and I should not feel bad or impure because I am so divine. This menstruation is whole reason for developing the life and we women have powers as same as god maasa."

"He said this to you?" she asked having tears in her eyes and I nodded bewildered by her behaviour. 

"I am so happy for you my doll. You definitely did good deeds in past life to get a husband like him." She said kissing my forehead.

"No maasa, he did good deeds to get me." I opposed and she laughed with teary eyes.

Soon I heard announcement of Shahenshah entering the chamber and maasa washed her remaining tears while smiling and we stood up.

He entered and I went to hug him. He gently took me into his embrace caressing my hairs. 

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