Secret marriage with professor

Ch.17

Jennie's POV
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I woke up to the sound of a beeping machine, as soon as I opened my eyes, all I could see was white, I was in the hospital again. I sighed.

I closed my eyes tightly and everything that happened sank in, if something bad happened to my baby, I couldn't forgive them.

"Jennie! Thank goodness you finally woke up," Jisoo said, looking very worried.

"Jisoo, Jisoo is my baby okay?" My heart was beating so fast because I was nervous, is my baby okay?
She didn't answer, I looked at Lisa and Hanbin but both of them looked down
What happened?

I want Chaeyoung here by my side but remember that she is the reason why all this happened to me and my baby, hopefully nothing bad happens to my baby. Hanbin hugged me I know he could feel how nervous I was that's why he hugged me.

The door opened and revealed a doctor who I thought was in his mid 40s, he approached me and checked my vital signs.

"Doc, is my baby okay?" I forced a smile even though nervousness was eating me up.
But I had to stay strong.

"I'm sorry Jennie, we tried our best but your baby didn't survive. I'm so sorry for your loss," he said emotionally.

"Stop playing around, Doc! I know and I can feel that my baby is fine!" My hands were shaking.

"I'm sorry Jenrnie, but your baby is gone and you have to accept it" and tears flowed uncontrollably from my eyes

"N-no! You're lying!, my baby didn't die!" Hanbin tried his best to stop because I was now losing myself.

"I'm going now, watch your friend" he said and left the room even though I was still calling him
I cried even more, what have I done?

"Jennie, please stop crying?" Jisoo said

I just want to die now, because all of this is killing me inside.

"I can't take it anymore"

"Jennie, you can do it. Just be strong and everything will be okay," he said while hugging me.

Nothing can make me feel better now. I remember everything that happened this morning. Because of them I lost my baby. They killed an innocent child
I wish I didn't follow Sooyoung, I should have known from the start that being in the same room with her wasn't safe, and I could have saved my baby's life
I really need to stop this stupidity. I didn't know that loving Chaeyoung so much would cost our baby
It hurts, it hurts to lose a baby and losing Chaeyoung is also torture, but I need to get her out of my life. I know that one day I will be able to forget you.

"Don't worry no one will bother you anymore",

Now I surrender to you, my love

If Sooyoung had it maybe my baby would still be with me. Sorry honey, Mom couldn't protect you. I'm sorry.

The door opened and the girl I love the most entered the room, I looked at her coldly and she did the same.

"What are you doing here?" I asked,

"Is the baby okay? Please tell me my baby is okay" I could see the nervousness in her eyes

"Do you really care about the baby?

"Just tell me! Is my baby okay?" Her hands clenched into fists.

The baby? I smiled bitterly. It sounds good if our baby is still with me.

"Jennie! I asked you a question, so tell me!" She shouted right in my face.

"The baby is gone! Gone!. Because of you I lost my baby! It's all because of you!" I screamed, I tried my best to push but he was stronger than me.