" Life is a long preparation for things that will never happen"
After a lot of tears I shed from crying. My stomach started to grow, I was so hungry!, I shouldn't have cried over him, he was just wasting tears
I will never cry over him again, not anymore I checked myself in the mirror and fuck! I look like a mess now. My eyes are puffy and my nose is red, I don't care anymore even though I'm hungry. Food is more alive than chaeyoung..just kidding
I walked downstairs but immediately regretted it because she was in the dining room, eating her dinner
I quietly walked over but she was still looking at me
"Come here" I turned around and saw him looking at me
I put on my poker face and raised one of my eyebrows at him,
"apa?"
"I know you haven't eaten, so sit down and eat" how did he know? could he see my stomach rumbling inside?
"I'm not hungry" as soon as I said that my stomach was churning, this nonsense is embarrassing!
I smiled awkwardly at him and sat down on one of the chairs and started eating in silence, that's what we were experiencing now. Pure silence so I decided to break it by talking to him,
"I thought you wouldn't be coming home tonight" I mumbled playing with my spoon.
"Last time I checked this is my house so whenever I want to go home I go home, oh wait are you acting like a Wife now?"
"No," I answered bluntly.
"Right, let me remind you that this is just an arranged marriage, and I just want to tell you that I will never treat you like a real wife, so don't get your hopes up."
I could feel my tears threatening to fall, but I tried my best to hold them back, I didn't want him to see me cry.
"Don't worry I know my limitations, I'm done eating" stood up from my chair and left him alone
On the way to my room my tears fell uncontrollably, I punched my chest repeatedly, why was I so weak?
I promised myself that I wouldn't cry over him anymore but why am I crying this bad?!
I lay on my bed and tried my best to sleep and forget about what he said earlier
..............
"Miss Kim?" I was woken up by a voice that kept calling my name.
I opened my door and I saw one of the servants standing in front
"What's wrong?" I asked, still half asleep.
"Your parents are downstairs, they are waiting for you"
"What are they doing here?
"Tell them I'll be right there" the maid bowed and walked away
I took a shower and got dressed and did my morning routine
After I finished doing my business in my room I went downstairs to see my mother in the living room
As soon as she saw me she stood up on the sofa and approached me
"Aww my dear Jennie, do you know how much I missed you" he pouted and pulled me in for a tight hug
"I missed you too mom" "So how was school?" He pulled away and we sat back down on the couch
"This is a good mother but a little tiring but I can do it"
"What about you and Chaeyoung?" I stared blankly at him, what should I say?
"Nothing has changed, he's still as cold as ice to me" he grabbed my hand and squeezed it
"If it doesn't work out, you can divorce anytime if it will give you both freedom" my body froze from what he said,
"I won't give up on her mother, you know that right?, you know how badly I love and want her, I can't let her go" tears escaped my eyes and mother quickly wiped them away
"I know Jen, but I can't do anything, I'm not stupid, I can see the pain in your eyes Jennie and I as your mother am hurt seeing you hurt, I know you are happy with him but I don't want him to hurt you and destroy you, because maybe one day your smile will fade" she said in a worried tone
"Mom don't worry about me I can get through this just give me one more year I can handle this" he sighed,
"If that's really what you want Jen, then I'll support you and we'll always be here for you"
After mom and I talked, dad and Chaeyoung came into the house.
"Where have you been?" I asked and hugged my father and kissed his cheek.
"Let's just go for a walk, princess," he kissed my forehead.
“Let’s go, the food is ready,” my mother interrupted, we nodded.
I sat beside Chaeyoung, this was a once in a lifetime experience, I had to cherish this moment.
"Ah Jennie-yah I noticed you've gotten thinner" dad commented as we were having breakfast.
"I don't think so dad, maybe it's just been a long time since you've seen me and you're just not used to it" I reasoned but these past few days I've noticed it too, that
I've gotten thinner
"Is that so or is Chaeyoung not taking care of you?" Chae stopped eating her food and looked at dad, I could see the anxiety on her face.
"Dad, Chaeyoung takes good care of me so don't worry okay?"
"Yes, my father takes care of Jennie, right?
Grandma?
"What did he call me?!
He called me by my nickname!
"Yes...aaaa dad he's right" I stuttered a little
"Okay then, I trust you" dad said giving up
A minute later they went home and left us both in the garage.
I rolled my eyes and went to my own car in no time I reached the university
Nothing special happened today, it was just a normal day at school
I'm glad we didn't have Music today because my eyes were so tired from crying last night, and I might fall asleep and get yelled at again..ugh Park chaeyoung this is all your fault.
.............
It's time for lunch Jisoo and Lisa we are already in the cafeteria while I'm in the restroom. Just so you know..doing my makeup because other students might think that I'm a zombie because I really look like one
After retouching I went to the cafeteria and saw a pouting Jisoo
"By mana Lisa?"
"Hey bitch" I sat down on the chair in front of her, she ignored me, what's wrong with this chicken?
"Where's the other bitch?"
" Yeah, I'm calling them now
She still didn't answer, I saw her glaring at the other side of the cafeteria, I looked at that part of the cafeteria and I saw Lisa teasing Seulgi.. Now I know
A smirk formed on my lips
"oh so that's it?"
He glared at me "Shut up Kim"
"Why don't you just tell him you like him?"
He took the chicken on his plate and took a big bite,
"It's not that easy, idiot"
"Just tell him you like him and that's it!" I exclaimed,
"Can you tell your own wife that you love her?"
"No"
"that you need it?"
"No"
"That you want it?"
"No"
"Exactly!, that's exactly what I told you Jen" I sighed, she was right I also took the chicken on her plate and took a bite
Park Chaeyoung, I really don't know what to do with you.
To be continued
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