Secret marriage with professor

Ch.25

Flashback 5 years ago...........

When Chaeyoung left the hospital room, I cried even more. I lost Chaeyoung and I lost my baby too.
I couldn't take it anymore I had to die.
I went to the porch and stepped on the railing, I was about to jump when someone held me back.

It was Hanbin, I could see the anger in his eyes. This was the first time I saw him like this.

"What are you thinking Jennie!" he shouted, I can't stop crying now.

"Let me! I just want to die, I'm alone now Hanbin'" I cried harder

"No, you don't!" he shouted.

"I can't take it anymore" he cupped my cheeks and smiled

"Please don't give up, do this for your baby"

"No Jennie, the baby is still alive" I looked at her, what did she say? I don't understand

"But the doctor clearly said that my baby is gone!"

"I asked her to do that, I asked my mother to lie to you. That doctor is my mother Jen,

"I'm sorry" I could see the guilt in his eyes,

"Did you do this to me!?" I slapped him really hard.
I did that so I could protect you two!

What if Joy hurts you again?
I know what I did was wrong and I'm sorry for that." he then kissed my forehead.

Flashback end....

Jisoo was shocked when she heard Jennie say that, she didn't know what to do. She wanted to cry hearing what Jennie had gone through 5 years ago even without her, without her best friend.

"Jisoo! I don't know how to explain it to you! It's complicated.." jennie suddenly got up from the couch and paced back and forth in the room.
Jisoo kept watching me but she didn't give up, I could see in her eyes that she was determined. I took a deep breath and took some time to think about how I could explain my relationship with hanbin without having to go into detail.

"I know! You can judge or say whatever you want."

"Are you really serious Jennie?
I mean when I said before that I thought your wife was boring and inattentive, it didn't mean I was encouraging you to find another one but for God's sake....what are you doing?....you haven't even officially divorced your wife but you already have a relationship with Hanbin and moreover you have a daughter even it's Chaeyoung's child Miss KIM!!!! For God's sake I want to cry now.

Now what? He suddenly got up from his seat and paced around the room while I watched his reaction.

"I know I'm stupid, immature and unwise, but it's more than that. The situation is different now, Jisoo.
I don't even know why I'm justifying myself even though I know I'm still wrong."

"Jennie, I don't think you understand the situation you're in, do I have to remind you that you're married and have children?"

"If you know the reason, you will understand me!"

"Then explain!"

"I... I can't."

"Then don't rely on me to understand you, you are really sick to do this! Have you thought for a moment how Chaeyoung and your child would feel if they knew all this? And just so you know when I met Chaeyoung this morning, I felt like I saw a soulless person... as if her spirit had disappeared from her body, and if she knew you had this daughter I don't know how she would feel. I admit I used to hate your wife a lot, but I didn't think it would go this far." He stood in front of the large glass window where you could see a small private courtyard, This was the first time we raised our voices at each other.