ꜱᴡᴇᴇᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄᴀɴᴅʏ - ʟᴀᴍɪɴᴇ ʏᴀᴍᴀʟ

'45 - Blessings'

Now this was my time to shine, to glow, and to stop letting people drag me down. This a new chapter in my life.

2 months ago, I went out with Pedri looking out for apartments, and I fell inlove with this one as quickly as I could, moved in, and made it my home.

As you're wondering, no, we haven't spoken since that night, and I'm not planning to do anything about it.

I'm finishing school in a month, with only my final exams to push through, then i'll finally be able to go through my dream job and life.

But, I'm still human, we all are. I ofcourse still miss him when I'm alone at night, with noones voice echoing through my ears other than the netflix series I'm watching. Sometimes it's hard and I just break down and become seconds away from breaking that barrier,

but something large stops me, something that has built through his tough period of time

redemption.

Today, I have just finished school and Alvaro invited himself over to my apartment, to play some Fortnite. Oh and apologies, in his defence my home is his home.

I change into my pyjamas because I'm not really in the mood to glam up, and I need to revise for chemistry.

I hear a knock on the door and quickly open it, only to see someone I did not expect tonight.

"Pablo!" I ran at him with open arms, jumping on him.

"Hey mils!" He hugs me tight.

"What brings you here tonight?" I ask.

"I want to come hangout with you, that's not allowed?"

"Ofcourse, come on it." I close the door behind him. "Also, just a heads up Alvaro's on his way."

As I said so, the doorbell sounds. I went to open the door, and both boys squeal at each other.

"That's the most gayest shit I've ever seen in my whole entire life." I gasp sarcastically.

"You literally know I have a girlfriend fatass." Alva rolls his eyes. Oh yeah, him and Pearl finally put the ring on it (they only started dating, but they fight like a married couple)

"I need to study for this, take the controllers and sit in the living room, I'll be in my room."

"Fortnite?" Pablo gasps.

"Fortnite!" Alva announces. And both boys are seen again jumping and squealing.

"Keep it down or I'm kicking you out." I warn them.

"Sorry Hulk." This is Alva's nickname for me, since according to him 'I'm always mad at him.'

"Don't be too loud, snacks are in the fridge, have fun!" I blow them both an air kiss and leave to enter my room.

I pick up my chemistry book and do the boring stuff, while doing so, I fidget around with my necklace. The necklace he got me. I could never take it off.

Slowly healing takes ages, like I'm sick of it. But, I know it's gonna get better. It has to get better.

But thinking about it, I'd be damn dead having both boys in my apartment that are marked down in his book, the 'flirty' ones.