MC Devil Dogs #5 Finally Someone To Love

Maybe Rick Has Given Up

Juniper

     I have been dating Hotshot for about three weeks now and I am really enjoying it.  We have a blast together.  I have been going to work and dating him.  He stays over several nights a week.  He makes me laugh so much and loves to cook with me.  I have made him addicted to the serial killer series.  I still keep my taser with me with pepper spray but over last few weeks we have not had any issues with Rick.  I haven't received any phone calls, no notes, no parents visiting me at work.  I can't help but to think maybe he gave up.  I mean he could get someone else.  He maybe happier with someone else.  I have a big date with Hotshot tonight.  We usually do things local but tonight he told me to dress up.  I have no idea what he has planned but I am excited to know. He not only makes me laugh he also is great in bed.  He likes it rough just like me.  He can give it as good as he gets too.  My size doesn't seem to bother him at all either.  I am so excited about tonight that I can't even focus on work.  Vee comes out and smiles at me.  She asked me what has me so unfocused.  I told her about our special date tonight and I can't help but be excited.  She looks at me and asked if I was sure about Hotshot.  I tell her the truth.  I am as sure as you can get.  He makes me laugh, he cooks with me and well there are some other things that he is really good at.  She laughs and says "Say no more I get it."  

     I am finally at home getting ready for our date.  I am not one to dress up so I am a little lost.  I look through my closet and find a black wrap around dress.  I decide it will have to do.  I place on black thongs, black bra with the dress.  I then put on make up and curl my hair.  I place on some jewelry and find some heels to wear.  I wear heels maybe once a year but I am trying to impress this man so I am going for it.  I spray some perfume on me when I hear a knock at the door.  I walk over to look through the peephole but see no one.  I getting a uneasy feeling but then I hear another knock and look again to see Hotshot standing there.  I unlock the door and open it.  I am shocked to see him in black dress pants, with a white dress shirt that is unbutton to his mid chest area.  It shows off his chest tattoo nicely.  Damn this man looks delicious.  He walks in and gives me a hug.  He then stares at me while saying "Damn woman, we may not make it to our dinner reservations with you looking so damn hot."  I laugh while we hug each other.  He hands me a single red rose and I just think it is the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for me.  He bows then asked "Are you ready my lady?"  He puts out his arm for me to take.  I grab my clutch bag and lock up as we leave.  I see he drove a really nice car this time.  I asked him about it turns out he rented it because he wanted me to ride in style.  I loved it.  He opened my door and held my hand.  We talked on the way but he would not let me in on what he had planned at all.   I was dying to know.  

     About thirty minutes later we pull up to a really nice Italian restaurant.  We walk in and he tells them he has a reservation.  The girl walks us back to a private room that is set up with candles and soft music playing.  It's beautiful.  We ordered our food with some nice wine.  We eat and laugh.  After eating he asked me to dance with him.  We spend the next hour just dancing and kissing each other.  It was a really nice and romantic dinner.  He holds my hand as we walk out to his car.  He helps me in and leans over to kiss me while he fastens my seat belt.  I really think I am developing feelings for him.  Devin is kind, sweet, sexy, funny and well attentive.  I won't even mention his bedroom techniques.  I just watch him as he drives home with a goofy grin on my face.  I think we could become a serious item.  Hell I haven't even thought about Tank in a while now.  I did hear that he is cleaning up his act with his drinking though.  I was glad to hear it because he seems like a really good guy just dealing with some heartache.  I glance back in the side mirrors and notice a car that seemed to be following us earlier on the way to eat behind us.  I feel a little uneasy but try and talk myself out of it because he hasn't made a move in weeks.  I watch for a while and notice every turn we make he makes.  I tell Devin that I think we are being followed.  He looks back in the rear view mirror.  He speeds up and tries to put a couple of cars in between us.  He then takes a quick right hand turn.  I watch but the car goes on past us.  I let out a breath I didn't even realize I was holding.  I apologize to Devin and tell him I guess I was overthinking.  We head on to the apartment.  

     We arrive and before I get out Devin looks around before he opens my door to help me out.  I see he has slid his gun under his waistband as he walks me up to my apartment.  We get inside and I feel relief.  I guess I freaked myself out earlier.  Devin did not bring any comfy clothes over but I really don't want to be left alone tonight.  I kiss him and asked if he could maybe go grab some clothes and come back.  He agrees and kisses me with a panty dropping kiss before he leaves.  I lock all my locks then go take a shower before throwing on my comfy clothes.  I grab some ice cream and sit down to watch TV while I am waiting on Devin to get back.   I wait a couple hours and he still is not back.  I start to worry about him.  I tried calling but he doesn't answer.  I am starting to really worry now.  It is not like him to ignore my calls or text.  I thought about calling the clubhouse to ask about him but change my mind because I don't want to look like a nagging girlfriend.  I wait up until about eleven pm but decide he was not coming back.  Maybe something came up with the club or something.  I recheck all my locks and then grab my knife, taser and wasp spray to lay beside me.  It takes me a while to go to sleep because I can't help but worry.  

     The next morning I wake up and go to make coffee.  I check my phone but still nothing from Devin.  I can't take it anymore so I call the clubhouse and ask if I could speak to Hotshot.  I hear the guy yell for him and I hear him yelling back to give him a minute.  My heart rate finally slows down and I feel better knowing he is okay.  He comes to the phone and I ask "Hey I am sorry for calling the clubhouse but I was worried and you didn't answer any of my calls or text.  I thought something happened to you.  Are you okay Devin?"  I hear him sigh but he doesn't say anything.  I am so confused right now.  We had a fantastic date last night or so I thought.  I wait and he still doesn't say anything so I give him an out "I understand Hotshot no worries.  I will let you go."  I hang up.  I can't help but feel let down and sad.  I really thought we had something going here.  I don't think I did anything to upset him.  I think back to the last few minutes last night and he gave me a kiss that promised a great round in the bedroom later.  I am so damn confused.  I get ready to go to work.  I can't fix what is broken if I don't know what it is.  I grab a pair of slacks and throw on a white shirt but I don't feel like doing much else.  I put my hair in a bun grab my coffee and purse then walk down to my car.  I am so wrapped up in my thoughts that I don't even look around like I usually do.  I made it safely though and locked my car door as soon as I was inside.  I tried to listen to some music as I drove to work to help me be in a better mood.  I pull up to work but all I want to do is go home to cry.  I blink back the tears that are trying to fall.  I walk inside and run into Blade and Vee waiting on the elevator.  I say good morning but Vee instantly knows something is wrong.  She asked me if I was okay.  I gave her the best smile that I could muster up and said yes.  We made it to the office and I watched as Blade kissed Vee before leaving.  Will I ever have that kind of relationship?  Will a man ever show me love like that?  I really thought Devin and I were heading somewhere.  Vee walks over and pulls a chair up.  She says "Okay Juniper you look like someone ran over your pet rabbit.  Now spill the beans!  What is wrong?"  I sigh before explaining about our great date and how he left to grab some clothes to come spend the night with me.   I go on to explain he never came back, never answered any calls or text.  I finished off the story with how I called the clubhouse because I was so worried and how he wouldn't even give me an answer.  I sat there crying now.  I feel like a fool.  I wipe my face as the door opened and the first patient came in.  I welcomed them and told Vee not to worry.  The day went on and I tried to block out what went down between Devin and me.  I will just leave him alone apparently that's what he wants.  I am so freaking done with this day already.  I watch the clock and pray it turns five pm soon.