MC Devil Dogs #5 Finally Someone To Love

Hotshot aka baby daddy

Juniper

     I haven't talk to Hotshot in several days.  I decided to leave him alone.  I don't know what I did for him to just stop all communication.  I thought we had a good thing going on.  I still haven't heard from Rick either.  I should be happy but I am not.  I am having a self pity party.  I go to work then come home to watch my TV and eat ice cream.  I really thought I finally found someone to do things with.  Plus the sex life was really good I thought.  Maybe he felt too pressured with me.  Hell it may have been my size.  I know Rick complained about my weight on more than one occasion.  Vee has asked me to go out with them again tonight.  I need to because sitting at home eating ice cream is not helping my weight situation.  I am an emotional eater.  We finished out our work day and went our separate ways.  I told Vee I would meet them at the bar tonight.  I stopped by the grocery store to grab some stuff for my place.  I plan on staying home all weekend after tonight.  I am walking down the aisle and I see Hotshot with a woman at the end.  I turn and go the other way.  I do not want to see him with someone else.  I see that the woman is a petite blonde with a nice body.  I now understand why he stopped communicating with me.  I decide to just walk out and not worry with my stuff.  I will just get up in the morning go grab some things.  I went home and started getting ready.  Vee ended up texting me that instead of the bar to come to the clubhouse because they are having a dinner with lots of drinking too.  Shit I have done promised to go out with them tonight but if I had known it would be at the clubhouse I would have declined.  I mean so far I am two to two for being shot down.  First it was Tank which bothered me but not as much as the deal with Hotshot.  I really thought he was into me as much as I was into him.  Oh well sometimes life just doesn't turn out like we want.  I throw on some jeans and black tank top that shows off my girls.  I put on some boots I have.  I may not be a perfect size but I can try look sexy so those two boys can eat their heart out.  Who the fuck am I kidding?  They can have anyone they want.  I grab my stuff and head to the club.  I was suppose to show up earlier but I decided to push it to the last minute so that I can avoid Hotshot and his new blonde friend.  I just wish he would have said hey girl I am done.  I blow out in a huff as I get in my car.  I turn my music on loud and drive.

     I walked into the clubhouse and look for Vee so I can get sat down somewhere without running into certain people.  Rocky sees me and walks over throws his arm across my shoulder and he is already two sheets to the wind.  I see Vee sitting at the table with Blade, Prez and Ruby.  I make my way over with an attached Rocky.  He sees another girl walk by and turns to throw his arm across her shoulder.  I laugh as I hear him saying some stupid shit trying to impress the girl.  I grab a beer and take a seat by Vee.  A few minutes later Cherise, Razor, Penny and Brick sit with all of us.  Everyone is chatting about anything and everything.  I overheard Brick telling Prez something about Tank buying a house.  I swear I even heard Penny say something about him getting a dog.  I want a dog.  I can't have one in my apartment complex though.  If I had a dog I would name it Jug.  I know stupid name but I love it.  We continue to talk about their kids, jobs, birthdays coming up and so on.  I contribute when needed but I really am not into the gathering tonight.  Once again I would prefer pizza and my serial killer shows.  I hear Tank's voice and look over to see him talking to some of the guys.  He is looking good and smiling more.  He makes his way over to our table and starts talking to Brick about his house.  I listen but try to act like I am not listening.  All of sudden all chatter dies down and I look up to see why.  I see Hotshot walk in with the blonde.  They walk our way and the girl smiles at everyone.  Of course she was gorgeous.  I mean blonde hair, green eyes and perfect complexion.  Hotshot introduces her as his girlfriend Maze.  Everyone says hello and several people turn to look at me.  Yea I should have kept my ass at home.  I had no idea he had a girlfriend.  I mean was he dating her and me at the same time.  Did he make me the other woman?  Oh God please no.  I try to calm down but I am freaking myself out.  I drink some more of my beer when I hear Ruby offer the girl a beer if she wanted one.  She smiles at everyone then says "Thank you Ms Ruby but I can't.  Honey have you not told them yet?"  Told us what I wonder?  I see Hotshot shake his head no.  Maz smiles then says "We are expecting, I am four months pregnant."  Sure enough if you look close enough she has a small pudge.  I hear everyone congratulate them.  I sit for a few more minutes then I tell Vee that I am not feeling so well so I am going to head out.  I say goodnight to the table then walk out.  I would run out if it wouldn't make me look like a damn idiot.  I make it to my car door before someone grabs my wrist.  I turn to see Hotshot.  I jerk my hand away.  I am not ready to talk to him right now.  I jump in my car and take off.  Fuck you dude!