Why does life have to be so fucked up and confusing? Last night- why? why did he have to say what he did, that REALLY confused me more than ever, and I thought I was already confused.
I reluctantly went to school, I drearily packed my bag, grabbed a cereal bar from the kitchen cabinet and a yogurt drink, I really couldn't be asked to eat right now, what will today be like? can I just pretend it never happened?
First bell, I took out the books from my locker, as I turned to head to tutor, Georgia gave me an evil glare, worst then last time. Did Gavin tell her about last night? Why is she so attached to him? she can have him...maybe. If I don't get him first -SHUT UP!
Does he have to be in almost all my classes? seriously, this is pissing me off here. After registration, I dashed right out the room first, when I practically sit at the back. Science was first, so there'll be a lot of confusion and awkwardness there, and Who is Daniel? The teacher opened the door sharply and let the class inside the lab, I took my seat next to Gavin, but in that time I firstly made eye contact, I quickly looked away again and faced the front, not even looking what I was unpacking.
"Kayla, I want you to move seats, now, please, right next to the new kid over there, Mr, Hamilton."
"Why, sir?"
"Because I've told you to, now take that seat"
the seat I sat on was directly in front of Gavin, puzzled, I moved, accompanying Daniel, he seemed pretty shy, but at least this got rid of a whole lesson in science, so conscious in what I say and do.
I piled all of my books in the desk and smiled at him, I looked back at Gavin, he looked at me and then down at the desk. The teacher then stood up at the front. Half the lesson I didn't really pat attention to, burning magnesium?- we've done it so many times already.
I turned to Daniel and started talking to him
"Hi"
"Hey" he said, looking back at me
"I'm Kayla, you're Daniel?"
"Yes, and I know who you are" he smiled. Creepy
"...How?"
"Newspaper, Tv, etc, all that shit. Plus everyone here talks about you"
"What? no they don't"
"Yes they do, they talk about nhow you're all full of it and that you're really quiet and always bunk off half the days and how every teacher actually lets you"
Okay. I've decided I don't like him.
I turned my head to see Gavin, he had a mindfull face on him, telling me to let it go, as my facial expressions obviously showed rage.
"...I DON'T BUNK! I have extra time off for-"
"Training with your stepdad, Phil in the gym in your basement, you hate him, but because of that it motivates you to try harder, you're smart and take a lot of advanced classes and don't spend too long at school, you like to keep yourself to yourself and have also never had a boyfriend"
"...What are you?! some kind of stalker?" I say coldly
"I told you, all from the media" he said calmly, and he leaned back on his chair with his arns to his next, enjoying the response I gave him
"Well that's complete bullshit, you can't get it all from there"
"I have my ways, Kayla. You'll find that out about me later"
"How are you so sure I would want to talk to you?"
"Because now you'll start to think of me, wonder where I got this information, wonder why you now sit next to me instead of Gavin and wonder why you find me so attractive"
I blush, but I'm still disgusted "What makes you think I find you attractive?"
"Oh, you do"
I'm seriously confused and puzzled now, what the fuck is going on here?!
The lesson went slow from there, I was annoyed and confused and puzzled, all three were a weakness, much like the weakness I display inside to Gavin...what am I doing?! Why do I keep thinking about Gavin, has someone drugged me?
