In a Glance

There's Perspective

A/N: I sincerely apologize for not being able to update the following day based in what I said on the previous chapter. I've been busy and having that writer's block dilemmma. Hope you like this one. It'll be great it you'll vote or comment. Thanks!

"Once bitten but hurts twice."

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I ran and ran and ran until I can't see anymore and my eyes are too blurry with tears. All this time I thought that he was the one who doesn't care, had forgotten about me and who left and moved on .But it was me who broke us apart. That realization hit me like a lightning that it was getting harder for me to breathe. I stopped in my tracks, I sat on the ground sobbing. Then it rained. But I didn't care, I let all the tears flow with the rain.

My mind is on replay now, showing me everything that I had forgotten, I'm hoping it'll stop, but it's like it has a mind of its own and it just continues to playback my life with him. I stood up and sat on the bench when the rain stop and I don't have anymore tears to shed. I'm shivering already, when I was crying its a good thing noones around but at the moment I'm wishing my knight would come and sweep me off to safety. Ha! Deep inside I'm wishing Rhon followed me and will now be beside me and just stay here, but in reality I'm all alone.

I was surprised when my phone rang, I answered it without knowing who it was.

'Helloo?' I said, I knew my voice cracked at the start.

'Aly? Are you alright?' the person on the other line said, I still don't know who it was but it sounds familiar.

'Ah, yeah, just fine, I guess so.' I replied.

'Have you reached home?' the guy asked.

'Not yet, why?' I said. While talking to the phone, I quickly my way to the train station.

'Dmax didn't take you home?' oh, it was Jake. And the emotions that stopped came bubbling up inside of me again. Then I began sobbing uncontrollably.

'Aly? Aly! What happened! Where are you? Tell me! Stay where you are, I'm coming for you.' Jake bombarded me with questions, I can't speak so I said I'll text him where I am. Its a good thing I found a coffee shop, it's warm inside and I'm glad that my bag is waterproof and that I brought my hoodie and now I'm beggining to warm up even if i still look like a mess.

Ten minutes later, Jake came, and he looks mad and when he saw me, he was speechless. He gave me a paper bag and told me to change clothes already. I took it and went to the rest room. Once changed, it felt good, my clothes are really wet and I don't look good at all, like the earth was in shambles look. After telling myself that I look much better now, I opened the door, surprised to see Jake, elbows crossed and looking a bit mad.

I strode passed him and he followed. He told me to sit first while he buys coffee and some sandwiches. I waited and stared right out the window. It's raining again and I'm thinking about another guy. My thoughts were interrupted when Jake placed a warm coffee between my hands and held my hands between his.

I knew his waiting for me to talk and tell him what happened. I wanted to but I cant. And I can see that he understands that I just need some company but I'm not gonna talk. After thirty minutes I asked him if he could take me home now, and he agreed.

The whole car ride were both silent, the radio kept us entertained. I don't know if I should tell Jake or not. They're friends, best friends, and I know that Jake knowing would affect their friendship. So I just close my eyes and hope I'll just forget everything like before.

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I knew something happened. I kept on glancing at Aly, I understand that she doesn't want me to know it but I just want to hear her say something that'll make me be fine. When I heard her voice when I called her, it felt like I just got my heart broken in piesces. Like she needed me but I wasn't there, like I let her down.