CHAPTER 7
I woke up and saw my mom pacing back and forth creating a draft, she was on the phone and I could tell she was very upset and was being told some really bad news. I then saw her look at me then she had a little freak out, she hung up the phone and sat on hospital bed next to me.
"Mom? What's going on?" Where's dad and Brandon?" I said concerned and looking around the room only seeing get well cars, stuffed animals, and balloons.
"They went out to go get some food, they're fine." my mom said rubbing my extremely thin thigh.
"Then what's wrong?" I said sitting up and moving the pillow to my head with all the strength I had.
"The doctors and your nutritionist think its a lot harder to get you back on your feet. Your anorexia is very strong."
"Mom, I don't want to give up on this, I don't want to die." I said beginning to cry.
"I don't want you to die either baby but-" My mom said looking down at my bony hands.
"Mommy, don't give up on me." I said while bawling.
"Honey, I'll never give up on you but Anorexia is killing you sweetheart," She said bawling.
"I love you mommy." I said slowly closing my eyes.
"No honey say awake you still have time." My mom said shaking me awake.
"Mom, What's the point?" I said wiping away my tears.
"What do you mean?" Mom said weeping.
"If I'm going to die at some point anyway then what is the point of trying?!?" I said crying.
"Honey, you are just being paranoid, get some sleep darling." Mom said fixing my Nasogastric Intubation. (Force Feeding)
I nodded my head and slowly shut my eyes. Darkness slowly surrounded my eyes as I fell asleep.
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Not Thin Enough
Mystery / ThrillerEveryone has different thoughts about yourself. Some think that they are skinny, fat, stupid, smart, worthless, ugly, beautiful etc. Many people in this whole wide world think they are so fat they don't want to eat, that sad thing that makes people...
