The Trackjacker And The Mockingjay (Katniss Everdeen X F.OC)

Me & She

(This chapter might be harder to understand, but hold out, you'll understand after a while even if not right away.
I went back through the whole book, and each chapter, having a dash (-) on each side of the title, has been spell/grammar checked. There will still be mistakes as I can't catch every little mistake, but I have tried my best.)

Well she understands, sure it is logical but killing her cannot be the only way, it would only benefit Snow in the end.

I don't believe so, a mutt. Would you want Prim or your friends to suffer such a fate?

Well, no, she wouldn't, but Snow was talking about her needing to be dead for some reason; it would be better for him and would save fewer people if she was dead.

I get that but I was those fucking mutts. Hell I ran from them for my freaking life, they ripped Cato to whimpering shreds in a few seconds and I was chewed up by those monkey mutts in that arena. I went into that death trap twice and twice was I shown how leaving a mutt alive is not a good choice. The longer you don't kill her the more damage she'll cause.

Prim would hate her tho if she did that to her, even if she's a mutt. With Prim around she could maybe control her, bend her to the greater will.

I really hate this, always sooo logical, instead of acting always thinking and overthinking it when I could act and end the danger right now and not even think about this. 

She has attacked her when it was not needed. She was only telling her about what was going on with the districts and the other people.

I care for them too, that's why I want to end her.

Now she should step back and stop acting out.

I am right no matter what is said. This is my choice and I'll see it through.

Looking up from her lap, some guy name Haymitch was it? A muddled mind is hard to navigate and that's why she was less inclined to believe death was truly the best answer to this question in this argument.

"How's the sleeping beauty? Could Percy please grace us with a day without needing to sedate her." Haymitch referred to her in the third person and in a joking tone that got an unheard chuckled out of me but she just rolled her eyes, unable to find amusement in such stupidities.

Playing with the black ring as boredom sat heavily in Percy's chest, this was better then picking at the bandages anyway.

"Oookay, no sense of humor, Capitol even took that from you. Anyway, who are you feeling."

I should ask about the mutt. She should stop bringing that up. Why should I? I kill her and I stop this bloodshed!! Realize that!! She won't let it happen without having all the information about this, plus she still hates Snow more then she does the mutt, Snow is still a bigger danger... And she promised, she didn't forget that. I am such a push over, I fucking need to do what needs to be done! That promise is voided! I am no some protector of a monster that was never meant to--

"Percy? Are you alright?"

Shaking her head, looking up again. Oh yeah having an easy time winning over me. She was the one in control after all, not me.

"Yes yes." She said with a sigh, arms crossed as she still sat on this overly comfortable hospital bed. I hate it, she does too. "Just distracted with thoughts."

"Yeah... Those things are a pain."

"Otherwise I am fine, I guess I am healing at the speed I am." She shrugged, arms loosely lifted in an open arms gesture of carelessness. "She was not hurt was she?" Percy didn't want to hurt her, I do, she known, I really want to kill her because like it is so logical, I have these memories to back up the choice, she knows but she believes that Snow is a bigger danger and that she made that promise for a reason even if she doesn't remember, Oh really I did? Yeah she did, why would she make a promise to a mutt to protect her if not for some important reason? Whatever.