The Night I died🌙 (Sanegiyu🍃🌊)

#8 Break down

⚠️TW: mention of death, Sad, SH, mention of suicide, mention of death, cursing, idk,...

✨🌊Nobody's Pov:🌊✨

Giyuu made his way through the gates that led into the garden of the ubyashiki estate. It was a nice day, not too warm or cold. The sun was shining at a light breeze, which brought refreshment.

He could feel the others' eyes on him as he walked through the garden to his spot. Apart from the others, he didn't deserve to stand directly next to him. Whispers followed him. The feeling of fear made his way through his veins it felt like he was a thirteen year old kid again.

In his village, followed by the lies and rumours that he was the murderer of his sister or that he was mentally ill and no one should come near him. The feeling of betrayal from people in the village he once called his friends but now would look at him with disgust in their eyes, if they would meet him again and wonder if they should sent him away to a relative that was a doctor to a hospital for people that are mentally ill.

He took a deep breath he didn't want to remember he wanted to forget. He escaped this place. He ran away. But the feeling of everybody looking and talking about him brought the memories back to the fear of the unknown what would happen next to him.

He felt like running away, escaping this place, getting away from everyone... Everything and just be...alone...

Alone did he really want to be alone..forever in a place where no one could find him?

No, he didn't want to be alone, lonely, but maybe it was the only thing to be. The others would be happier without him he was just a burden to them. He is the one that's responsible for the death of his loved ones... maybe he should join them and just die..

The others stood a few feet away from him quietly, whispering and talking about their worries for him.

"He looks tired," said mitsuri. "Did he even sleep?" and looked at giyuu with a worried gaze. "I dont even know how it's possible, but he looks even more emotionless than before," said tegen. "I know what you mean. He hasn't said one word since this day, but he should be able to.." said Shinobu, worried bur still with a small smile tugged on her lips. "I always thought he was like a doll, but now.." said igoru "sanemi you're quieter than usual. Are you okay?" Asked Shinobu.

Sanemi, who has been looking at giyuu and lost in his thoughts but snapped out of it when he heard his name. He looked at Shinobu his worried gaze fading into an angry one "fuck off mosquito im fine" Shinobus eyes darkened "that wasnt very nice shinazugawa." ."I don't ca-"."The Master has arrived" said two sweet voices.

In an instant were all Hashiras on their knees bowing down to show their respect to the man that now stood in front of them. "Good morning my children what a nice day today" said kagaya and looked up to the sky "tell me is the sun shining?"

"Good morning master its really a nice day like you said the sun is shining bright today" said gyomei "thank you my child, now to the reason for our meeting i want to discuss the things that happened lately" said kagaya in a calm voice his eyes moved to giyuu like if he could dispite being blind see were he was kneeling down.

"Giyuu, ..could you please tell us what happened that day?" Giyuu looked to the floor his mind raising back to the night. The screams. The blood. The fact that daiki was dead. He let out a shaky breath. Did he really want to tell them?

The others waited for him to say something "its quiet rude to not answer people tomiok-" Shinobu stopped mid sentence. The shook was visible on all the faces of the Hashira.

The cold emotionless stoic tomioka they knew was crying. Giyuu shook his head to answer kagayas question. Giyuu began to sob and shake.

Giyuus mind raced to the night. His mind cirling in his thoughts. He began to cry. Giyuu tried to stop himself but couldn't. He closed his eyes. He felt the eyes of the others as they started looking to him. He tried to focus on hiding his emotions, he couldn't let them see him this weak.