Open Run Sessions

To My Crush

I've found myself liking you deeply

To be honest

Can one really say that I've stopped wanting you around?

I'd be lying if I say I forgotten about you

Although we're known in this world as children of the Most High

I still love that twinkle that sits in your eyes

Your name is water 

Washing away all of my past lovers

Like Jesus blood making us new

Without hesitation 

I started writing this letter to you

Dear Crush

Let me start off by saying how much crushing on you

Is an effervescent, eclectic, and archaic gift from Heaven

Your beauty is beyond description 

I wouldn't mind taking the time to relearn you

Your skin

Coated comely in the finest of melanin

Lips are so luscious 

I just want to embed myself in your kisses

Embellish my hands around your waist

Look you deeply in the eyes

And tell you how much I adore you

Your name has seven meanings

Maybe that's why you're complete and perfect

I've rehearsed confessions I'd be afraid to tell you

But I felt the magic begin

The moment we made contact

In my mind

I already see us together 

No need for imagination

I'm yours

I've been yours

You're mine

You've always been mine

This heart beats blissfully blaring all of our truths across the seams 

You know you're still my favorite muse

Sometimes these words get lost along the way

That's why I'll continue to hope and pray

When you respond 

You'll receive this poem in love

If you don't feel the same

I'd still give you a hug

You're my favorite part to every piece

You're the melody that forever sounds sweet

You're the verbiage that makes this psalm complete

I promise if you'd let me in

I wouldn't cheat

I wouldn't judge you for past mistakes

This won't be bound by give and take

Our souls won't be tied by selfish love

Only connected in the duality of unconditional realities

Meaning

All I desire and have faith in 

Is God

Then you and me

You won't be a distraction

I won't cause any commotion

I won't blow anything out of proportion

Our relationship won't have any distortion

I don't believe in celebrity goals

When we're together

We'll set the tone

I'd rather get lost in you

So that you'll find me

No longer will I be in silent frustration

Every day will be beautiful, especially when I give you my admiration

Your space will be honored

Your boundaries will be respected

Your emotions and your feelings will be protected

And if we do what grown people do

I have no problem catering to you

Let me learn you properly

Slowly

No interruptions

Give me every depth of you

Release all of your frustrations out on me

Make me your framework

Let me inject you with the way love is supposed to be

I like you

I hope you like me

Dear Crush

I wrote this for you

Hopefully you'll accept this 

And one day accept me

Sincerely,

Pyro.

"To my crush... She know who she is..."