Virtual love addiction

On and off: Chapter 4

I woke up this morning, dealing with my broken heart in pieces. I was trying to get over Dan, but I couldn't I don't know why I was addicted to him I was never in a relationship with him, but I was in one with Alejandro but never shared the same feelings I had for Dan with Alejandro. So I don't get it all, feelings are seriously extraterrestrial. I tried to listen to joyful music, but sadly it didn't work for me, because of all the memories of Dan, all those joyful songs were romantic songs, I just didn't realize, I was too stuck thinking about Dan. There was this song called "Soulja girl" it just felt like Dan speaking to me. So I wanted to cry, but didn't want to be that crybaby anymore. I then logged on to bigworlds, failing what I said to my friends drastically that I needed some timeout for myself when it was only a good ten minutes, was suppose to be an hour or two. I was cheered up to talk to my friends, they tried to comfort me.

After a few months, I've been visiting Snoop only because I would be a stalker to see what my ex is up to, I just made an excuse that I wanted to visit Snoop they found it funny, since me and him always make malevolent jokes with each other. We don't like each other, but we always keep our cool at times.

One day I went to "Rachael's coffee room", then I saw my ex there, we've been talking a bit lately, he asked me out again. At first, I did still have love for him, but I was scared what would happen if he broke my heart again for something small? So after we talked out things, I've decided to reconcile with him again.

After we've been dating a few weeks, it was all the same crap again. No gifts, not much affection, still always away. I haven't seen him in a few days, he didn't say one single world to me, so I followed him to Outer space jumpers and guess what? His avatar was still as a statue not saying anything to me. So I said "Hi, I've missed you" All he said was "Hi". Okay, just that? You won't say how much you've missed me? So I left the space, went to my own home I wanted some time alone with my avatar so I was decorating my house. He then says, "Follow me", okay I followed him, then we had an extremely uninteresting conversation it was uninteresting because we kept changing subjects with short comments about them! YAWN! After that he decided to tease me, he had these virtual colorful rainbow flowers,

"This is for you" 

"Awwww, :$"

"SIKE! Lol!"

That wasn't funny at all even his little bratty cousin laughed as well, so then I logged out, was too fed up. The next day I didn't focus on the past and just kept my cool, I followed him to Trading Post, sat next to him. We talked better, while his irritating cousin was making jokes about me while his fiance and my boyfriend laughs at it. I just ignored, I don't like jokes that go too far, they were calling me all these names like "weird", "crazy", "ratchet" and making fun of me. Do they even know what those words mean? Yeah I'm weird, I'm crazy, but not ratchet at all! A newbie came up to me that was unfamiliar, he suddenly flirted with me sending me e-mails.

"Sdraf (virtual name), do you want to date me?

"No, why would I date you?"

"Just answer me, yes or no?"

"No, I don't know you"

"Yes you do know me."

"Who?"

"Breakup with your boyfriend and be with me"

I felt like it was Dan, the way he was chatting with me

"I know it's you Dan, if that's you. My friends told me you didn't like me, I dated Alejandro again because you left. I still love you but, I know you don't like me :/"

Then he didn't mail back, he then said in public chat

"Sdraf, I know you, you always go to Trading post, Clue Club and Troll Center. You always watch dumb stuff"

"How do you know? And what dumb stuff?"

"Just follow me"

He then left, my boyfriend decided to assume things saying do I know him? Do I like him? Seriously, assuming that fast? He then asked me to go follow him to see what he wanted first.

I ended up to his house he then told me to breakup with Alejandro

"Break up with your boyfriend."

"Why? For what."

"I love you Sdraf"

"I won't till you tell me who you are"

He kept rejecting to tell me who he was all he wanted was a yes or no question, I finally said no because I don't play no games then I left to go back to Trading post, but he followed me and he forwarded the messages to him. After that Alejandro was a jerk to not realize my feelings, I fell in love with Dan before we even dated the second time so what was the problem? Then Alejandro got up from the couch, chatting with a random girl for sarcasm

"Yo, what's good?"

Then this mysterious noob was harassing me, following me around everywhere trying to ask me to date him numerous of times. After that I left,

I wasn't having it.