Virtual love addiction

Black Heart: Chapter 9

I woke up late at night, perhaps midnight. I went online, I'm not suppose to be on this game by the way, my parents despise Bigworlds and doesn't like it when I'm on late. Actually, my dad never gave a damn what I played, till my mom brainwashed him on how I could get kidnapped or talk to some guy with a pot belly and give him away my address, I'm not stupid! They would take away my keyboard at 7:00PM, I'm not sure why they did that, I got in trouble a few times. One time I was on a different Searchface, my "friends" swore at each other on my wall, that's how they talk. And I received a punishment for that, I was 11 or 12. This is why I think parents can drive you like hell sometimes. Overreacting at every single damn thing and make an excuse they're trying to do the best for you, hell, you're doing the worst for me and make my life quite miserable I must say.

I noticed Falcon was with some girl on his side, Summer Vicksons, her friends were present as well. Once he left, she told her friends about how her boyfriend has been treating her like a piece of turd. I felt bad for her in some kind of way, so I gave her detailed advice. She told me she had low self esteem for herself and didn't feel gorgeous, she sent her boyfriend some dirty video, he told Summer everything about her was disgusting. Well, was he disgusted when he met you in the first place? After I talked to her about her situation, I went to her house, because I offered to see her in real life. She wasn't ugly at all, average in some pictures and beautiful in other pictures at the same time, but she definitely wasn't ugly. She carried an average weight, peach skin, black short hair, glasses, dark brown eyes and a mixture of thin/big lips. Afterwards, I asked her did she know Falcon? She told me she just met him."What did Falcon say? Did he say anything about me? Me and him had a thing going on, but I made him mad not too long ago :(" As I explained more of what happened with me and him, she explained he was quite flirtatious with her and requested for sexy nudes. I got really shocked, I felt like I didn't mean much to him, not because he didn't ask for nudes, because he just flirts with other girls. She told me, "He did seem upset though". I believe she said he was upset with me, but I can't entirely remember everything.

My mom caught me playing the game, my desktop and mouse were on the floor. The way I navigated with my computer was by using a screen keyboard. Whenever she would come in my room, I would quickly cover the desktop with my blanket as if I was an innocent puppy. But this time I failed, she caught me this time and took my mouse, it was funny as hell thinking back at that moment, because I made up an excuse I was checking for important messages. She scolded me like some rhinoceros, she turned the lights on and woke up my dad, then my sister came in the room too. Once my dad came inside the room, she explained how I was on my computer, like to the hell it was that damn serious and then my sister was teasing me, God I fucking hate people sometimes.

I did get a chance to search up Falcon though, shows he was online a few hours ago, usually he's on late. Maybe he's trying to hide from me, who knows?

The next morning, I woke up, and had a little extra mouse with me, smart ain't I? Possibly. I would check in time to time, to search up Falcon and if I ever seek around Troll Center or Clue Club, he would immediately disappear if I arrive at those places. I tried to avoid being caught on the computer, so I did some boring shit. I had an alarm clock and you could choose whether you want a sound alarm or a radio alarm, but when the radio alarm goes off you have to stop it, so it'll go off. I was using my alarm clock for entertainment, I tried learning some Hebrew with a book or watch TV as well, I wasn't a big fan of doing these things at all!

When I listened to the radio on the alarm clock, a song come up called "The Weeknd - Birds Part 2", it seemed like whatever song came up related to the plight I was going through and it felt like Falcon was talking to me. Sigh....