Virtual love addiction

The worst ending year: Chapter 8

On a gloomy afternoon-- winter break, I hanged out with my friends in Troll Center, while Falcon was present too, still pretending like I'm some ghost. My avatar wore a Jack The Ripper Coat, Black Boots, Short Black Emo Hair and fire fragrance (flames on avatar's body) I got pretty tired of this silent echo, as if I didn't exist, so I decided to walk up to him and say hi, he told me hi. I got really astound when he responded to my greeting. As I talked to my buddies, I saw a notification in my private chat and would'ya look at that! It was him, the hell does he want? I've read it and it was quite inappropriate, unnecessary and unexpected. SO unexpected, I don't even want to say it at all! but I'll give you a hint something where a baby comes from, yep.

 My mom called me out and said lunch was ready (chicken curry, rice, and eggs) I told him I had to go and clicked on the x box, that's only because I had to eat, even though I was creeped the hell out by what he said, it gave me goosebumps. While I was eating, I kept thinking about what he said to me, it greatly startled me that much. I had a second thought about meeting in real life and ever continuing the love we had, I had a plan..

Once I've finished eating my curry, I logged back on and Falcon questioned me if I got his message, I pretended as if I had no clue what he said and made an excuse,

"I'm sorry, what did you say? I was eating just now." "Never mind", "No, tell me!", "I said never mind". Ok, Mr. Attitude, never mind you say. Above that, I told him our most used phrase, "How are you?", he said he was "OK". After that, I questioned what was his religion? He types long ass paragraphs-- I never remembered exactly what he said, all I remember is that he was agnostic. "Oh, really? You're agnostic? I'm a Jew." He said, "So what?", I told him, "I can't be with you in real life, because Jewish women can't marry outside their religion, but Jewish men can", "Why didn't you tell me this before?", "I don't know, I didn't think about it until now. I'm really sorry, I hope you find someone else. She'll be happy to have you." He closed the private chat out on me, he was pretty pissed off. I re-opened the chat and I told him, "Look, can't we stay as friends?", "I wanted to be with someone in real life who would accept me for the way I am.", "I do accept you for who you are! I'm just trying to explain that we can't be together because you aren't a Jew. Look, you can convert and be with me!", "No, I said never mind, I'm not interested in doing such a thing like that.", "I would just...", "Just what?", "I was going to tell you more about my religion but never mind.", "I said I'm not interested in it.". He closed out of the private chat again, I got mad at him and said, "LOOK! WHY CAN'T WE JUST BE FRIENDS. AND BE HAPPY STILL!" Afterwards, I closed the chat and went offline.

I went into the living room and watched television with my sister, we were watching this awesome TV show "Ancient Aliens" and we ate Popsicles together, it was an episode talking about "Indigo children" and how they're some special children that came within the sky, also classified as "Star children", but there are probably three categories of star children, "Rainbow Children", "Crystal Children" and "Indigo Children" and they were also discussing about "Black Eyed Children", but they were bad children, with coal shiny eyes, knocking on your door requesting for food/water that was hilarious when they were talking about the black eyed children. This one guy in his car, claimed to see these two kids with a hoodie asking for help and once he saw their black -- spooky eyes, he backed up his car immediately. It was a joke seeing how people reacted, I might as well roam around the street with black eyes, asking for help.

I came back online on Bigworlds, I didn't see Falcon in my friends list, I supposed he was offline. So, a few hours later, he still wasn't online, I went to the end of my list and it showed he wasn't my friend anymore. If you look at the end of your friends list it'll show people who hasn't added you and there's how you'll figure out if nobody accepted your friend request yet or removed you. I logged out and started to bawl my eyes out, I listened to depressing music and fell asleep. To the hell with you, Falcon!