Virtual love addiction

The introduction: Chapter 1

2013

Hi, my name is Amira, I'm 13 years old born in 2000. I'm shy, weird, annoying, sweet, intelligent, creative, stubborn and have a bit of temper. I'm really distant between people, it's hard to communicate with such human beings, a lot of them are blind, in my definition - blind to care for others. But anyways, let's cut to the chase. I have one little sister; Taheerah, born in 2008. She irritates me, just like how all siblings do, but I still adore her. We share our similarities, but she has way more of a temper than me, more sensitive (main reasons why we argue) she loves to make messes for fun, she loves to tease others, but in some formalities she's still a kind kid. She's five years old after all right?

Let's discuss about my parents next, my dad is calm, way distinct than me and my sister. He's always the one to help us with our problems (most of the times), if we ever want something including my mom, sometimes he ignores it, for an example wanting to go out somewhere. But overall, he's the one who helps us live a prosperous life, food, shelter, water and education. He loves travelling, but he loves to travel to foreign countries or to nature, such as mountains. He is intelligent, he's always teaching us stuff we never knew and always helps us with our homework, he's funny and fun.

My mom has a temper, sensitive, but kind as well, she is the one who cooks for us, takes us out when our dad doesn't "seem to feel like it", she buys us gifts, comforts us and always worried about us. She doesn't like animals, including cats she's extremely scared of cats the most. She can also be stressed out when she's doing things on her own, but we try our best to help her out.

Okay, I've already introduced my family, now let me introduce the game that I'm playing.

I've started playing this game when I was nine years old, I came across it playing an online game (dressup) eek! Hate those girly things now. The game is called bigworlds.com this game used to be a big hit, it used to be interesting, but now it entirely bores me to death. The real reason why I'm still playing it, is because I love to see my virtual friends everyday, they're important to me, some people may think; 

"Why care about someone you've never met in real life?"

It doesn't matter how you met a person, all it matters is that the person cares and has respect for you. This game lags more, gets major issues time to time, more drama, less people play and etc. The reason why people left the game is because a lot of them quit bw (Bigworlds), the main reasons were heartbroken, game got boring, feeling worthless, a better game, addicted, wanting to focus on life and countless reasons. Most people who play this game come online to chat, friends, decorate their avatar's face, do missions or play the mini games on there. I find Bigworlds.com a bizarre game because of how exotic it is from other games not in a bad way or good way either.

So love? What do I think about it. Um, I don't know anything about love yet. I'll just wait till I'm older and get married. I just want to experience fun at my early teens for now on, the only love I've felt is celebrity crushes, oh how handsome they are. Love to me seems like television, liking each other, being friends and just dating, like a normal routine I don't really deeply understand it, nor do I want to.