Virtual love addiction

Playboy: Chapter 7

So, Christmas was coming up, between two to three weeks. I pretty much fell in love with the dude. I saw Falcon with some dumb bitch named(Frosty Flakes) in Troll Center, I'm calling her a bitch, because I DID NOT like her at all nor did I like any girls who talked to him, especially if they're next to him. But, I pretended to be a sweetheart, so what could of been awkward is when I stood on his other side, it was like we were his side girls. 

I already knew her a bit though, I've talked to her a bit at one point, she's an ADULT, while I'm just a "little kid". But once I saw her with Falcon this immediate hate appeared in my head. 

"Hi, Falcon", "Hey". I told him, "What do you want for Christmas?" He said, "Nothing", "Why not?", then I asked the bitch what did she want for Christmas, she said the same thing. And I was acting like some girl from an anime, "I'm going to be at a shop to get you guys Christmas gifts :V" And they didn't respond, I immediately went to the shop. I never gave them anything anyways, I was broke and couldn't afford anything, they didn't deserve a damn thing anyways.

I went back to Troll Center and he still was spending time with her, I had instincts that they were in a private chat, because they weren't saying one freaking single thing to each other. So, I went to Clue Club and hung out with my friends. Once it was night, I clicked on his avatar and it still said he was still there, how ridiculous! So, what I did was, I signed up with a newbie account and stalked them, yep I was that jealous. They were still quiet, but he put on an animated cat wear, the mouth would open every ten seconds and its fang would show. She said, "Oooo, cute" After a tremendous long amount of silence, I went back on my main account, said goodbye to my friends and said goodnight to him in private chat, all he said was goodnight, he didn't say one single thing to me. I guess I'm worthless after all..

This one morning, we were talking, but not much, it didn't make me happy like it used to, it seemed like he didn't feel enthusiastic to talk to me. A few days later, I was following him back and fourth, to Troll Center and Clue Club, I said, "Hi, sunshine <3" And he kept leaving and leaving. What the hell did I do? I chose to give up, I didn't want to talk to that son of a bitch anymore, I guess he liked that slut better than me. 

After a long period of time, Christmas was a few day later, it was nighttime, I saw an orange looking light outside of my window and I observed a fire that was about three or four buildings behind the apartment building in front of my apartment building. It was crazy as hell to think that a fire would be that near, my family was lucky as hell that the fire wasn't at our apartment building. They were sleeping so they didn't know that there was a fire going on. It was late at night, probably midnight or eleven o'clock. I saw a bunch of helicopters coming, ambulance and police as well, I wonder what the hell happened. 

While I was on bigworlds.com, I noticed Falcon at Clue Club, but I ignored him. My avatar was wearing a black cap, orange hair, orange eyes, red lipstick, an orange singlet and black sweat pants. Then, this butt-hurt noob came up to me and said how ugly my avatar looks, yep people act like this game is reality and think they need to bash people. I told him I didn't care and that it's not like it's my face in real life. Then he went on and on about my avatar, later on, Falcon shot him with 40 leveled guns and he said, "Leave her alone!" 

In my mind I was thinking why would he stick up for me when I was such an annoyance to him when I was trying to visit him. He walked up to my avatar and asked, "Are you ok?", I responded"yeah". I explained to him about the fire outside and how I was a bit terrified, I know I should've been, but that fire was at least in the area where you could see it and he told me not to worry about it, he tried to calm me down. God, he fluttered my heart all over again, I'd say he's the most prince charming guy I've ever met.