Stains and Stories

If only I told you

Also Dedicated to all those people who loved in silence

Had I told you ,

That I loved the tea you'd  brew

 Or the way you would hug me as if it were the last time

 You  loved my petty presents  which were often worth a dime

You were bright ; full of life

Often as dangerous as playing with a knife

Happiness  at your grace

Often time couldn't match your pace

Your love was complete

Even when fate wasn't sweet

I wish I could coo sweet nothings in your  ear

Before I lost my chance and you disappear

Here , you lay dead

As tears brim up until  they are shed

  I wish I told you how much you mean to me

I wish I told you how you brightened my day with your glee

 Never did I imagine this day

The skies seem to have gone gray

My existence  has no meaning without you by my side

You were my sole guide

Regret imprisons me

This pain is not one that I can flee

I need you alive

Or else I can't survive

There are lots that I need to tell

 Like , since I met you , you put me in a spell

 Or how your love enthralls me

Come back ; don't turn a deaf ear to my plea

I wish I told you that I love you more than life itself

And now you left ; all alone to fight the world by myself

But I hope you know that I love you and always will

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A/N :  The first poem I ever wrote in a guy's POV . It revolves around a husband who never told his wife that he loved her and now she is dead  ; he wants to bring her back . He now stands thinking about her and how much she affected him ; if only he told . It happens in many relationships where people love the other in silence but never confess to it . One must do that because each one needs to feel  that he/she loved  .  

Goodbye!