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After loosing my baby , my mind just wasn't right anymore. I slowly became depressed feeling like I didn't deserve to be here if Iyanna wasn't.

The world just didn't feel right to me anymore. I hated myself, I hated my mom, I hated life in general. I just wished things went differently.

And if I was being honest Dd was the only thing keeping me sane. My life just sucks now. No Iyanna to me meant no life .

"Ma you okay?" Dd questioned as I laid on my back looking at the ceiling. "I'm fine David" I said in a cold tone.

"You hungry?" He asked looking at me and using a sincere tone. "No" I answered back before getting up and watching TikTok on my phone.

"Imani" he said in a stern voice. "What David?" I said pausing my TikTok and looking at him. "Look, I understand we just lost a baby, but you don't gotta be so hostile with me. I wanted to be a father just as bad as you wanted to be a mother. It hurt me too. It hurts every night going to sleep and thinking about my daughter"

He spoke up making my expression slowly change to a softer one as he spoke. " I'm sorry. I'm just not fully healed from it. It's only been 3 months."

I said as my eyes watered. I felt bad inside. A little too bad.

𝐘𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐦𝐚 𝐝𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐳 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤.  𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐦𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐰 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬. 𝐁𝐲𝐞𝐞𝐞𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐬.

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